Canaan's Rest

Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

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November 5,2009

Today I woke with the words of a song, “Oh Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth!”  The sky was so clear with moon and stars and so awesome. Our whole trip home last night was one of beauty as the moon looked like a ball of fire.

Devotions from Jan Johnson’s book, Invitation to the Jesus Life

People often view eternal life as an existence that starts when we die but in reality it begins now.  Eternal life not only refers to the length of life but the quality of life in which we experience wholeness and union with God.

It is daily tasting the love of God, experiencing joy, peace, etc. “It is nothing else than the life of God himself in you.”
John 17:3 says” Now this is eternal life that they may know you, the only true God.” And know here means an intimate fellowship, and interactive relationship with Him.
God invites us into a transforming, soul-friend relationship with Him
Rather than a life  of self-centeredness, self-preoccupation and self-interest, we now know it is not about “Me” but Him and His kingdom.
We become people who bless the difficult people in our lives, care for others, go the extra mile, live with purpose, let go of pride, let go of grudges….you get the picture.

It’s not just about outward behavior but a transformation of our hearts. The inner life of our soul must be transformed if good things will flow out of us naturally. Trying to be good won’t work but we need to connect with Jesus Himself.

“God doesn’t love us because we are good, but because God loves us, God makes us good.”

Ideas Matter

As we men go about our everyday life, we forget that our present Western culture is a product of ideas that were planted centuries ago in Western consciousness.  As these ideas grew and flourished, they brought forth their fruit over time.   This fruit produced behavior that is present in culture t0day.  One such idea is the individualism and hyper-individualism that pervades our culture.  While my focus in this blog is more on the soul, the mind matters a great deal.  How our worldview is shaped and informed deeply effects how we men live and have our being in a post-modern ago.  Kierkegaard warned us, “We live forward, but we can only think backward.”   

James White in his book, “Serious Times” makes this point very simply.  He talks about the “second fall.”  We know about Adam and Eve and the first fall.  White suggests, “The first fall led to God’s explusion of humans from the Garden of Eden.  The second fall occurred when we returned the favor.  The leaders of science and commerce, of education and political machination have ceased operating with any reference to a transcendent truth, much less a deity.”  This is new in Western history.  We lives without a need for God.  My concern is how this effects men and their self-understanding

One of these “seed ideas” was planted by a  Christian philosopher named Boethius in the 6th century.  This simple idea has grown to greatly impact our day.  He defined a person as “an individual substance of a rational nature.”   This definition implies that we are basically “self-enclosed” persons, who are primarily rational beings.  There is nothing in this definition that points to the importance of relationships and the intutive-imaginative aspect our the heart.  We are “separate selves with individual centers of consciousness.”  In other words, we can do it alone.  We don’t need help.  We can “fix” ourselves and others

From the seeds of this thought our modern Western understanding of  persons has been evovled to that of  free, rational subjects who act on their own. From this has come the emphasis on individualism. with the priority on thinking.  The John Wayne and Rambo mentality is found in this idea.  Women have suffered for years in our culture, because men have not valued the importance of personal relationships, fearful of knowing what is hidden in their hearts.   Men have attempted in our culture to control with their reason.  But men are finding that influence is not in power and control, but in “servant relationships.”  Women in our day are saying “enough is enough.”  Men are waking up to the awareness that we live with a new personal consciousness today.  It is is focused on relationships and the personal.

A wildman would totally agree.  A wildman would say yes to the need for dependent relationships.  He can not stand alone.  He is in needs others.  A wild man is like a man “coming out of the cold,” having been locked in his enclosed self for years.  He is asking for help to know how to relate to the significant others in his lives.  He is learning to climb out of the control tower of reason, into the rewarding, yet dangerou  freedom of personal relationships, where feelings and desires are being expressed.  Yes, a wild man is a new bread of man in our day.

November 4

Devotions from Gary Moon’s book Apprenticeship with Jesus

We were made for Him!

To become more like Him it takes vision, intention and means. ( VIM)

  1. Vision is “ the ability to see ourselves radically transformed and authentically living life a whole new way in God’s Kingdom on earth—head-over-heels in love with both the Creator and his creation.”  God offers us more than just a “get out of hell free card,” he wants us with Him and like Him.
  2. Intention is to live in the kingdom of God by willing to obey the example and teaching of Jesus.  We must intend to pick up our cross and follow Christ with resolve and continue no matter what obstacles may block our path.  In other words to will to have no other will than the will of God.
  3. Means is the path to change.  The means for transformation include openness to the presence and power of Christ, study of his life and teachings, inspiration from seekers and saints, and practice of the spiritual disciplines.

Are we determined to become like Him and to be open and receptive for this purpose in our lives?
May it be our intention to learn from Him and live each moment of our day by his side as His apprentice.

Then we can wake up each morning with the primary purpose of being with Him while learning to be like Him.

Nov. 3rd

Devotions from Gary Moon’s book, Apprenticeship with Jesus

Today our author talks about being well balanced in our approach to spiritual formation and uses 6 different groups. If we zero in on only one we end up having a “spiritual eating disorder”, so we need to partake of each of them.

  1. Contemplative: Spending time with God in prayer and meditation each day.  Tell Him of your love for Him and take time to listen to Him
  2. Holiness: Having pure thoughts, words, and actions, and overcoming temptation.  Col. 3:1-17 is a beautiful listing of rules for holy living.
  3. Charismatic:  Welcoming the Holy Spirit while nurturing and exercising our spiritual gifts.
  4. Social justice:  Helping others less fortunate than ourselves.
  5. Evangelical:  Sharing the gospel of Jesus and reading the scriptures.
  6. Incarnational:  Unifying the sacred and secular areas of our lives while showing forth God’s presence.

Today may we offer everything we do as an act of love to Him and work With Him and For Him. 

Jesus is the source of each of these traditions of spirituality and let us be healthy and be nourished by each one of these expressions.

Nov. 2,

Devotions from Gary Moon’s book, Apprenticeship With Jesus for 11-2

Hurry is an expression of anxiety and the sign of a deeper problem.

Dallas Willard said, “One of the greatest enemies to service to Jesus is service to Jesus.  If you are not experiencing your yoke as easy and your burden as light, then you are bearing some other burden, but not the burden of Christ-it is a problem with your heart.”

The author recognized his problem as not feeling confident of his worth to God and others…that he was truly loved by God. Projects gave him a sense of accomplishment and the busier he got it only perpetuated the circle of anxiety and hurry.

Jesus was never in a hurry and he knew who He was .

We all need to be reminded to slow down and be fully available to the present moment.
It helps if we recall our truest being as His child and mediate on the power and presence of God.

Oct 31

Devotions from Gary Moon’s book Apprenticeship with Jesus

John Calvin said, “For as the surest source of destruction to men is to obey themselves,, so the only haven of safety is to have no other will, no other wisdom, than to follow the Lord wherever He leads. Let this, then, be the first step, to abandon ourselves, and devote the whole energy of our minds to the service of God.”

We must imitate Christ’s life if we are to be free from the darkness of our own hearts. When we experience pain –be it rejection, loneliness, grief, depression or fear- we can celebrate these cracks and pray it through. Because of them, God’s light can come pouring in. And when it does, we become freer from the illusion that it is possible to thrive separate from the power of God. 
As His apprentices, we learn to work in and with the light that comes pouring through the brokenness of our lives.

If we experience pain, we shouldn’t deny it, but envision it as an opening in our soul that allows the love of God to flow into our hearts and back out to others.

“Live as children of light ( for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth) and find out what pleases the Lord.”

More than our thoughts and feelings

Like most men, Job struggled to understand the involvement of God in his life.  His experience brought him to the place of humiliation, as he humbly surrendered in dependance to God.  He made the following confession. “You asked, ‘Who is this that questions my wisdom with such ignorance?’  It is I – and I was talking about things I knew nothing about, things far too wonderful for me.  You said, ‘Listen and I will speak!  I have some questions for you, and you must answer them.’  I had only heard about you before, but now I have seen you with my own eyes.  I take back everything I said, and I sit in dust and ashes to show my repentance” (Job 42:3-6  NLT).  Instead of resistance, Job was brought to the freedom of dependence.  As a wildman can you identify your resistance to God, especially when you don’t understand God’s ways in your life?  Then can you embrace dependance regarding the mystery of God’s will for you as Job did?  He ended up being content to let God be God, far beyond his comprehension.

I thought of this verse when I reflected on  words from Thomas Keating reminding us that we are more then our thoughts and feelings.  Men are not comfortable with the mystery of God, especially trying to discern his involvement in our lives.  But God’s way are far beyond our thoughts and feelings.  God tells us, “My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts…and my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine” (Isaiah 55:8 NLT).  He will not bow to our desires and demands.  To come to the realization that we are more than what we think and feel can be very liberating, indeed.  For God is present in our lives far beyond our consciousness aware of Him.  Job expressed this freedom when he could say, “I was talking about things I knew nothing about, things far too wonderful for me.”  Now he saw with spiritual eyes, saying,  “now I have seen you with my own eyes.”   Paul refers to this as, “having the eyes of your heart enlightened” (Eph 1:18).  Job humbly repented of all his wrong thinking in his relationship to God.  

“Humiliation.” Keating reminds us, “is the way to humility.”  I am finally coming to see that humiliation is a good experience, even though it is hard on my male ego.  Surrender in dependance and weakness to the Lord, is the path to freedom.  “Humility,” says Keating, “is very close to trust and hope.”  For hope is found as we learn to trust God.  It is not based on what I think or do, but on the fact that God is good and merciful. 

My distorted thoughts and confused emotions are not who I really am in Christ.  My life is Christ is hidden with Christ in God (Col 3:3).  There is plenty of mystery here.   As I learn to surrender my old patterns of sin  to his will, I will gain a confidence that  God truly desires my best.  In humble dependance on the Lord, “we know that whatever happens, the love of God is always with us and that He will turn even our failures into perfect love.”

Oct. 30

Devotions from Gray Moon’s book Apprenticeship with Jesus

Sometimes life gives us lots of painful shocks and we try to deaden the pain.  The painkillers may take the form of certain patterns of behavior—like perfectionism, overachievement, approval seeking, avoidance, people pleasing, co-dependence, always being in control etc.  Regardless of the form, these God-substitutes are idols . 

But the way through the rough spots  resembles the steps of AA: confession of my addiction to self-sufficiency, admission of my helplessness to live a meaningful life on my own terms, and a request to return to living life by God’s side who always welcome us back to his embrace.

We may also go through the dryness of the “dark night of the soul” when we feel separated from God and we can’t figure out what is going on or what we are doing wrong. But HE has moved us farther down the road and during this dark night we are to seek Him and go to Him again. When we do we realize we aren’t the same person. We have moved and we are now closer to home. 
But what does it matter if our rough spot is due to us moving toward idols or God moving us on the path to greater maturity, our job is the same. We say, Here I am, Lord, helpless without you.”

Oct. 29

Devotions for 10-29   from Gary Moon’s book Apprenticeship with Jesus

Joshua Kang said, “Abraham had to empty his heart….And when he did so he made room for God’s abundant blessing. He became a friend of God through surrender.”

The ways of the kingdom of God are often at odds with those of the world.  If we are going to be like Jesus, we’re often going to look different in an oddly loving, peaceful, joyful way.
Jesus was in the business of getting people to be odd. He didn’t want his followers to fit into the world but to be at home in the kingdom.

To the extent that we become empty of self, He is revealed through us.
May we ask Him  what we may need to put on the altar so that we can be emptied in order to be filled with Him.

Oct. 28th

Devotions from Gary Moon’s book Apprenticeship with Jesus

Jesus chose to invest his life in “lowbows” and “discards in the eyes of the world. Think of unlearned fisherman Peter, or the despised tax collector, Matthew etc.
Have you ever thought that you are not good enough and that He might pick someone else but not you?! 

 We cannot earn His love and acceptance but be open to receive His love and a willingness to be His apprentice.
Becoming His apprentice requires more than being with Jesus. It requires us to allow Him to live His life through us.  And that requires a personal cross, a place where all pretence of self-sufficiency must die.

The author suggests spending some time writing down every reason you can think of for being unworthy to be in His apprenticeship program. Just be honest. Then ask Him if he’s sure you are fit for the program. Listen carefully to His response.  I think I know what it will be!!

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