Canaan's Rest

Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

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Oct. 17th

 Devotions from Judy’s heart,

Isn’t it wonderful how God has equipped us for everything He has purposed for us to do in life? We have gifts that differ from one another and we are to use them!  ( Rom. 12:6)  Sometimes we’ve probably all been guilty of filling an empty place, without asking for the Holy Spirit’s leading. And of course, it gets very frustrating for us and for the others around us when we do that.  While we were helping to build the outdoor brick oven, an Italian builder from Canada was our chief engineer. Al and I both knew, without a doubt, that we could not fill his position but we could be his “go-phers” (laborers). He has built ovens before and knew the steps to take for the end result.   We did not have his expertise to do his job and were glad to take our own place. He on the other hand, may not feel comfortable preaching either!  It is important to let the Lord place us and only fill the slots He has for us. Let us rejoice wherever He assigns us and not apologize for gifts we haven’t been given, but use what we have.

Oct. 15th

 Devotions from Judy’s heart 10-15

Last night I ate an enormous piece of choc birthday cake with 4 different kinds of choc filling. It was simply scrumptious and I am still feeling full today! I can’t imagine eating something that rich and sweet all the time and yet that is often what we want the Lord to feed us. We may say feed us sweet things and nothing difficult that would require any sacrifice on our part. We love when He gives us promises to feed us the finest of wheat, to prosper us and make us rich. But what about the meat of doing His will? To obey Him when it demands sacrifice on our part?  We would rather hear all Grace and not think about disciplines or consequences of our decisions. We may also want more than we can really eat. Last night most of us could not eat a huge piece of cake because it was so rich, and like a giant piece of fudge. We also, must eat the portions the Lord gives to us as we can only handle so much at a time. May we receive whatever the Lord gives us for each day, with the knowledge that He knows what is best for us and how much to give us. Sometimes He may surprise us with a rich dessert that is awesome, but we also need meat etc for our spiritual growth.

Oct. 14th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Let us not presume that we KNOW!  We can go by the law of averages and think that we have a 99% chance something won’t happen, but we could be in that 1%. We don’t really know! Our pride thinks we do know and we may advise others as to what they should do too. As we went to Nevis one Sunday morning we came upon 6 deer along the side of the road. Al slowed down and one crossed the road in front of our car and the others started going to our right. But two of them decided to run along side our Highlander for quite some time, and then one of them crossed right in front of us. Now we would have thought that that all of them would scamper into the woods but if we assumed that, we may have hit one of them. We must always keep ourselves open and not locked in our minds, thinking we know something. Only He knows it all, even to the number of hairs on our head. Let us go to Him afresh and let His Spirit instruct us moment by moment.

Oct. 13th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

When I went downstairs a couple days ago, I noticed an aroma from the cupboard being particularly strong with an onion smell. I checked out the bag under the sink and sure enough in the bottom was a rotten onion. It had already started to blacken the onions on either side of it and I quickly got rid of all that was rotting. Sometimes we get a whiff of something that is just not quite right and we need to pay attention. Maybe something smells “fishy”!  As I look back on our lives, there were times we had a sense that something didn’t feel good, but didn’t know why.  When we kept sniffing around, we often found out why we had uneasiness in our spirit.  It led us to refrain from acting on what we had previously planned. But there were other times when we just chalked it up to being too cautious and later found out we should have listened to our spirit. Let us not underestimate the ways God speaks as it can not only affect us but the people around us. If I had left that rotten onion alone, it would have affected the whole bag.

Oct. 12th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

I went for a late afternoon prayer walk yesterday and noticed how most of the leaves are now off the trees. It made it possible to see deep into the woods. No longer hidden were the many down trees, piles of brush, and one stump after another.  I thought of how just a short time ago the leaves blocked all this from view. I’m sure we all have had need to see through things that have been hidden before our eyes. We may have asked the Lord what is going on here and question as to what is happening.  Our need is for clarity and for discernment for things that are hard to see into. I read this morning from Rom 11:33 : “O the depths of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God.”  On our own we can only see dimly but “With the humble is wisdom.” ( Prov. 11:2 )  May we be humble enough to admit we can’t see on our own but seek the hidden wisdom of God and discern His ways.  He knows the depths of all things and gives wisdom and discernment.

Living on the Edge

Back in the early 80’s I read a book by Henri Nowen entitled “The Way of the Heart” in which he introduced me to the desert fathers of the 4th and 5th centuries.  At that time I was just beginning to understand the need for silence and solitude in my life.  He gave a quote from Thomas Merton that had a deep impact on my way of looking at life.  Merton wrote in the introduction to his “The Wisdom of the Desert, “Society…was regarded [by the Desert Fathers] as a shipwreck from which each single individual man had to swim for his life….These were men who believed that to let oneself drift along, passively accepting the tenets and values of what they knew as society, was purely and simply a disaster.”  They believe they were moving to the edge of society, to be a voice and influence on a decaying culture and badly compromised church.

Merton goes on to say these desert fathers “were men who did not believe in letting themselves be passively guided and ruled by a decadent state, and who believed that there was a way of getting along without slavish dependence on accepted, conventional values.”  In leaving the world, they were helping to “save it in saving oneself” observed Merton.  Leaving the ship wreck of the world  did not mean just saving themselves.  “They knew that they were helpless to do any good for others as long as they floundered about in the wreckage.  But once they got a foothold on solid ground, things were different.  Then they had not only the power but even the obligation to pull the whole world to safety after them.”

I can confidently say that there is a significant movement in our culture among sincere followers of Jesus to learn again from the desert fathers.  This new movement, which is called “the New Monanistism” is being embraced as a means of deepening one’s walk with God, while still trying to effect change in the decaying culture.  It could be thought of as “a Third way” when compared with conflicting voices heard on the left and right of the church.  I for one have embrace this movement.  As many of you know, Judy and I live up in the woods of Northeran Minnesota.  I call the two of us “a monk and a nun.”  What give me the most clarity for ministry and service in the kingdom at the ripe, old age of 70, is to think of myself as a monk on the edge of the culture, trying to be a voice that speaks back into the culture. 

As I write this blog today, I have a sense that I might write more about this movement and how it is effective the lives of sincere followers of Jesus.  But for now – for this blog- I guess the thought I want to leave with the men who read this blog, is the need to be counter -cultural.  While we need to remain connected and engaged in the culture lead there is a real also the need to be disconnected in spirit and outlook.  I like to think of Jesus as “the third way.”  I will just give one small example in my life.  I am still connected with the ELCA  branch of the Lutheran church.  God has placed that on my heart.  I know that I am part of a sinking ship or, changing the metaphor, part of a body that is sick spiritually.  But from where I am on the edge of things, I still can speak a prophetic word from within.  So my word today, men, is don’t abandon the ship, but rather flee to the edges of the church and culture, so that you can be renewed and made alive in Jesus. 

A watchword for us men might be the last words of the Old Testament. “See, I will send you the prophet Elijah before that great and dreadful day of the Lord comes.  He will turn the hearts of the fathers to thier children, and the hearts of the children of their fathers; or else I will come and strike the land with a curse” (Malachi 4:5)

Oct. 11th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

One day when I was going to Line Dancing and Bone Builders I went into my closet and put on my black exercise pants that my daughter-in-law gave me. I neglected to put on the closet light and after I got them on they did not fit right. I wondered if I had gained weight but I had already weighed myself and was just the same as usual. I worked around the house and they felt tight and uncomfortable and just before I was to go to class, I realized I had them on backwards. No wonder they didn’t fit right. I wonder if there are things we are doing in our lives that aren’t a good fit for us. Maybe we are told to go into a certain field of work, or maybe we have been influenced by someone we respect.  I remember when Al was confused about his future, a pastor we respect told him to go into selling books for a while. Even though we thought highly of him, Al did not feel that was a fit for him. There are times when something doesn’t feel good and doesn’t seem to fit, we need to wait on the Lord and discover what He has for us. For then it will be a perfect fit.

“Wait for the lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage: wait for the Lord!” Psalm 17:14

Oct. 10th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday I went to a gathering of women and was blessed by the program as each one talked about “Getting out of the Boat”…times in our lives where we were like Peter and dared to step out. Each speaker from age 13 up to 65 plus was good and I was especially impressed by one who said she was new in leadership, not adventuresome, quite shy, and not a speaker. But as she spoke I was very touched as I began to see her heart. She shared about trials that God had taken her through ( including a daughter who was raped and a son who was suicidal) and even questions she has now of what the Lord is up to in her own life. I thought of the scripture from I Sam. 16:7 “For the Lord sees not as man sees; man looks at the outward appearance but the Lord looks at the heart.” Samuel chose David over all his 7 brothers as the Lord revealed that he was the one to be anointed as king.  I think most of the ladies yesterday looked past the outward and saw this woman’s heart. May we do that for one another! I want to be a heart-reader!   I think we all know what a wonderful feeling it is when a friend understands and reads our heart.

Oct. 8th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday there was a strong wind and the leaves were just blowing about and floating down on me when I went for my prayer walk. I was reminded of the hang gliders we saw in Utah just letting the wind take them high above. They looked so free floating around in the air. When they dropped closer to the ground the situation looked more precarious and I wondered where they would land and what kind of landing it would be. But if the two people were worried and focused only on their landing, they would have missed the joy of the moment.  I know I have to remind myself again and again to live in the present and enjoy life to the fullest, smell the roses, & take time for what is important.. Just as those in the hang gliders, let us enjoy the ride and let the Spirit take us where He wills. As I was in the process of writing this, an e-mail came from a friend with tips for a beautiful day to enjoy the RIDE! What perfect timing!  To name a few of the tips that was set to music and pictures: Take a 30 minute walk a day and smile.  Sit in silence for 10 minutes each day.  When you awake ask, “What is my purpose today?”, Realize life is a school and you are here to learn lessons. Make peace with your past so it won’t mess up your present. Forgive everyone everything. Live life with energy, enthusiasm, and empathy. Before bed, complete the sentence,” I am thankful for…” .  Believe the best is to come. These are only a few suggestions to make the most of our ride!!  Enjoy your ride today!

Oct. 7th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

I love when our house is filled with aroma and today I made chili and had it simmering all morning. It just made my taste buds sing and want to sample. As it says in II Cor. 2:14&15, we are the aroma of Christ and He spreads the fragrance of the knowledge of Him everywhere through us. Isn’t that amazing? We don’t always know those that are drawn to the Lord because they sniff the fragrance we are carrying. But we do know how our hearts leap when we come into a room filled with tantalizing aromas. In my chili, I put all kinds of my garden veggies and let them simmer to add more flavor. I think people and experiences in our lives are used to bring out the aroma of Christ in a deeper way as we let them simmer over time and process them. I have had retreatants tell what I have put in my main dishes, just by the aroma, even before tasting. How wonderful when others are aware of Him in our lives and smell His sweet fragrance. Next time we enter a room full of wonderful aromas, let us ask Him to spread His fragrance through us.

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