Our thoughts are not always God’s thoughts nor our ways His ways (Isaiah 55:8), but His ways always trump ours and are best in the long run. Al and I have had plans for months to go to Des Moines to see a friend and then on to see Kurt’s to celebrate Grant’s graduation, but it is not going to happen. When I fell at the Lake it changed things, and for now the trip is on hold. But I am asking the Lord, “What I am to learn from all of this?” as life has changed for me (and Al) while my leg heals. What is the Lord teaching me?
The first thing that comes to mind is my word for the year, to be still. I am limited with activity now and physically must be more still. Even as I have spent some still moments in my glider chair most every morning, this will give me more time to listen to Him. It is also helping Al and I to work as a team on things I have usually done myself. I believe I have written to you of a word the Lord spoke to me that the enemy has used on me since a child: I don’t want to be a bother…and this experience really puts me in that position right now… I am more of a bother, as I can’t do everything I used to do. What stands out even more is that this experience is helping me develop patience, as it seems to be taking so long to heal and I need a walking stick when I try to bear weight on the wounded leg. A beautiful thing the Lord is teaching me, is that He uses these things to unite us with others who are also going through similar situations, and there is an understanding and sense of oneness with them. When others have seen my bandaged leg, they have shared of their own hurt places and it opens us to pray for one another. More lessons will be coming I’m sure in the days to come.
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