Month: April 2025 (Page 3 of 4)
Now we probably won’s say it is a pleasant thing to be shaken but it is necessary so we can lay aside those things that weigh us down and keep us encumbered. I love the illustration Potter gives of a man in Florida who has his garden professionally landscaped with gorgeous azalea bushes. They were beautiful, all except one that wouldn’t bloom no matter what the gardener did. But one day a terrible storm hit and shook everything violently and afterwards that azalea bush began blooming like all the rest. The gardener said that there some bushes that just need to be shaken in order to bloom!
Maybe we feel like we are being shaken but it is good to know it is for our own good. It says in Psalm 75:3 that “The earth and all its people may shake, but I am the One who holds it steady.” Or like the Message translation says, “When the earth goes topsy-turvy and nobody knows which end is up, I nail it all down, I put everything in place again.” We can trust that whatever shaking goes on in our lives, God will give us grace to help us let go of the things that need to change and will hold us steady as we learn to trust Him in a deeper way. May He shake and awaken each of us to let go of anything that distracts or encumbers us and hold on to Him
Challenge for today: When shaken, ask the Lord what needs to go and release it to Him.
Blessings on your day and prayers and love, Judy
How do we lose our lives for the sake of others and become free from our selfishness to serve them? Our focus must be on Jesus and live in the present moment by faith and not worry or fear. When we know the Lord, we have the gift of the Holy Spirit within us and our part is to respond to His leading in our life. That takes surrender and I have to admit that many times I fail in responding to His lead and go my own way. Afterwards I feel sorrow and ask forgiveness and pray that I will continually die to self and respond to the Spirit’s leading.
As we live more and more in the Spirit, there will be evidence of fruit of unselfishness in our lives like love and joy and peace and patience and gentleness. We don’t have to get our own way but instead put everything in God’s hands. I often pray when I tell the Lord I would like something specific to happen but then follow with, “But Lord if that isn’t your will that is fine too.” I find that if it is postponed, I later experience even more joy. Let us get free of the obstacles of our own ego and go God’s way in God’s timing and experience true freedom.
The journey through my 80’s in retirement, I have found my main spiritual work has become the formation of my own soul, that is, giving attention to the formation of my life in Christ. I have become more comfortable resting in the mystery of my inner life, not depending on my understanding or experience. The words of Paul in Colossians 3:3 have taken on new meaning for me. “For you died to this life, and your real life is hidden with Christ in God.” As an evangelical protestant I have found both “soul food and spiritual nourishment” in the Christian spirituality of the Catholic Church, which is part of the “Great Tradition” going back to the earliest centuries of the Christian story. I have discovered and tasted this rich spiritual vineyard, having been nourished by its rich spiritual fruit. I thank God for this discovery.
In these days of spiritual awareness and growth, Carmelite nun, Ruth Burrows has been a spiritual guide on my journey. Some years ago I read her book, “Essence of Prayer.” Chapter four, “Prayer that is Jesus” made an impression in my spiritual awareness. I found in Burrows, someone who was totally focused on Jesus. This spoke to my Lutheran pietistic roots, with its focus on a warm hearted experience of Jesus. She stated, “Only One has attained the Father and we can attain him only insofar as we allow ourselves to be caught up in Jesus, carried along by him.”
She went on to say, “….we must die with Jesus: not of ourselves, or by ourselves, but ‘in him.’ I must enter into his death. This death is a death to my self-centeredness and self-possession. It is an ecstasy: a going right out of myself to belong to God. This is the essence of faith. I cannot achieve it myself; it is wrought by God and is the effect of mystical contact. God reveals himself to the inmost depths of the self, but ‘no one can see God and live.'” Speaking of contemplation she plainly explains, “Ultimately, to be a contemplative means to be holy, to be transformed into Jesus…..This profound communication of God cannot be known by our natural faculties.” Further she notes, “God’s direct communication and his transforming action must remain secret. Only by their fruits will they be known: by a quality of life.”
One of the images from Burrows’ writing, that has been most helpful for me has been Paul’s words in Philippians 2:6-11, where the “Kenosis,” the emptying of Jesus, is described. “Who though he existed in the form of God did not regard equality with God as something to be grasped, but emptied himself by taking on the form of a slave” (Phil 2:6-7). Burrows encourages us to enter into Jesus’ experience as Jesus expresses his “yes” to the Father’s outpouring of love in and through his frail humanity.
By faith, I find myself taking my place with Jesus on the cross. I continually release into Jesus all of my old nature. As I enter into his death, I find my life being enfolded into Jesus, as He takes me to the Father. I stand empty handed before the Father’s love. Burrows has helped me see that I my identification with Jesus on the cross in the presence of the Father allows me to release unto him all my nothingness, poverty and emptiness. I can experience God loving me, so that I might be able to love him, with the love I have received. In Burrows words, “We come to Jesus with empty hands so we are able to let ourselves be loved.”
Devotions from Judy’s heart
Haven’t we all met people that are unforgettable and have an impact on our life in a deep way? I think many of us at Northern Lakes will never forget Ivy, a small bent over woman who buzzed around in a motorized wheelchair and came to Bible Study each Thursday. We reserved a place for her next to Al so she could hear better and so others could hear her. What she had to say seemed to be just what we needed to hear and often it was a scripture that fit whatever we were discussing.
Al and I met Ivy when she first came to Northern Lakes several years ago. She had many questions and had a difficult time making decisions. She lived in the handicapped apartment and we often took her to church with us. Her son and wife invited her to live with them for a time but it wasn’t long until she came back to her same apartment and we had all missed her.
Ivy shared with our Bible study group about her early years growing up in a dysfunctional family that had left her wavering with many questions. She wanted to believe in her Heavenly Father and His love for her, but it wasn’t connecting to her heart. One day while driving she was calling out to the Lord and saying she wanted to believe and please help her. Suddenly she was overcome with a sense of God’s presence and that He loved her. It left her changed. After that Ivy seemed to just glow and there was a holy boldness about her. Al and I noticed a great difference in her and from then on, we spent time with her rejoicing, for she had found the Pearl of Great Price.
Ivy’s life was not easy as she lived in pain all the time. She had a hard time breathing as she was very bent over as her spine was collapsing and breathing became more difficult. But she never wanted to miss Bible Study where the Lord used her words to speak to all of us. Even when hard things were shared by others, she had a positive word of how the Lord was sovereign and would handle it. She certainly knew that from experience.
Ivy went home to the Lord and as I write this there is such joy in my heart that she is now with the Lord. No more pain but only delight to see Him face to face. Her only sorrow was loved ones who have not yet received the Lord. We will carry that burden and pray. No, none of us will forget Ivy, for she challenged us spiritually with her strong faith and words spoken in love.
These are all beautiful words but how hard they are to put into practice. We need to be filled with God’s love, need to die to self and not feed our egos, need to look at our own hearts rather than pointing out what we see in the hearts of others. God’s way is one of humility and when our hearts are right before the Lord, even the hard things can bring blessings and bear fruit. I also read from Proverbs 15 and wise King Solomon really opens our eyes to what happens when we go Jesus’ way. Instead of a sharp answer to others, “A gentle response defuses anger.” Instead of cutting words, “Kind words heal and help.”
Our hearts are also amazingly changed as we go His way and Solomon says “The lives of God-loyal people flourish,” and “a cheerful heart fills the day with song,” also “an obedient, God-willed life is spacious.” He goes on to say we first learn humility, then we experience glory.
Challenge for today: The next time someone is angry calmly respond and use gentle words and watch God work.
Blessings on your weekend and prayers and love, Judy

Devotions from Judy’s heart
When we respond to the Lord, even that is a work of God that draws us to Him. From the very beginning, God gives us freedom to choose if we will follow Him; He doesn’t force us to believe and obey Him. Adam and Eve began right but chose to disobey God and felt fear and shame, just as we do when we sin. But the Lord seeks to draw us back. We have to decide if we will choose Him or our own way. It’s comforting that the Bible records all the many people who sinned and turned from the Lord, but then later came back and were restored. When we choose the Lord, we are set free from self-effort and earning for we can never measure up. Instead, we simply receive from the Lord even though we may sometimes have to pray, “I believe Lord, help my unbelief.”
As good as that is, we must also remember to be supportive of ourselves and deal with those deep issues, hurts and expectations we might have of ourselves. We may show others more compassion than we would reserve for ourselves but how can we know ourselves if we hide and cover up. We end up being strangers to ourselves. One man who has blocked out emotions all his life and now getting help, shared how he is experiencing what it means to love and have joy and also pain as he becomes aware of what is going on within himself. It’s like being reborn. Also, many that are so scattered and disordered need help to get things in order in their lives. If we are honest, we all have parts of us that are disconnected from our Center and like Paul said in Romans 7:15, “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.” We don’t need to be defined by our actions and disorders but to turn back to God in us.
Hopefully we will find our worth in the Lord and know God’s love and acceptance in the deepest parts of our lives. He delights in us and wants to transform us and heal our broken parts. Henri Nouwen wrote, “Self-rejection is the greatest enemy of the spiritual life because it contradicts the sacred voice that calls us the ‘Beloved.’ Being the Beloved constitutes the core truth of our existence.” Let us be compassionate with ourselves and give the Holy Spirit free reign to heal us and to help us become our true selves in Him.
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