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We may ask ourselves if we have wasted our lives and need improvement or are we just where God would have us be in His timetable? God wants us to share our days with Him, even in what we might call the daily grind, the endless tasks and meetings at the office, the many interruptions with young children. Gina challenges us to partner with the Lord in all of these things and do what He has orchestrated for us. With Him by our side we find purpose in it, even in the smallest things for the Lord sees the end from the beginning. I think of Billy Graham’s mom and wonder if she realized when he was a just a wee boy, that she was helping form the life of one who would be a man of God and bring millions to the Lord. We have no idea what long range things will happen when we are partnered with the Lord.
Our work itself should be a witness to others when we do it heartily as unto the Lord. Paul said in Col. 3:23 (God’s Word), “Whatever you do, do it wholeheartedly as though you were working for your real master and not merely for humans.” If we barely squeak by in doing our work, it is not much of a testimony of who we serve. When we connect with the Lord, praying throughout our day, we can experience His help and have purpose in our doing. We need to remember the big picture, and as we serve others like our family, that we might bring glory to Him. May all we do point back to the Lord for He is in everything throughout our day.
It’s important to be honest with ourselves and tell God how we really feel, for it is no secret with Him. We might end up saying, “God, right now I wonder if you really care for me and why this is happening to me!” Or we might also confess to a trusted spiritual friend that we are struggling in our faith or that we are dealing with a pride issue or whatever is going on in our hearts. As we are vulnerable and honest, the Holy Spirit is at work and we will recognize our need for grace. When I think about it, as Christians we are just people helping point others to His grace and to receive His mercy. We should not be shocked for if we are honest, those very things we see in others are also stuck in our own hearts.
Every day it is good to ask the Holy Spirit to show us our hearts, especially those parts that need to come into the light. If we are to be honest and not hiding from ourselves or others, we can admit our sin areas of pride, anger, unforgiving attitudes etc. Of course, our own pride doesn’t want us to focus on our own sinfulness, but rather the sins of others. Inward pride may be harder to deal with for if we do something outward for all to see, we can more easily admit our failure. But secret hidden sins seem to grow in the shadows and how much better if we confess them to the Lord or another close Christian. Maybe there is envy as we want what others have and think God is holding out on us; or maybe there is jealousy, malice, anger, greed or resentment. We may struggle more with anger and for someone else it may be jealousy but whatever it is, we need to spend time before the Lord and ask for help to face those things that hinder our closeness to Him. Like it says in I John 1:9 (Message), “On the other hand, if we admit our sins—make a clean breast of them—He won’t let us down; He’ll be true to Himself. He’ll forgive our sins and purge us of all wrongdoing.”
This blog reflects on the personal journey of one who has tried to follow the Lord for the past 65 years. At my age, one spends time looking back in the rearview mirror, even while yearning to finish strong. The Psalmist reminds me, “Seventy years are given to us! Some even live to eighty. But even the best years are filled with pain and trouble; soon they disappear, and we fly away.” (Ps. 90:10 NLT). I have now reached eighty, and am experiencing the swift passing of time. The Psalmist then prays, “Teach us to realize the brevity of life, so that we may grow in wisdom” (v. 12). My continual cry is to have wisdom to pass on to the next generation.
Elsewhere, the Psalmist prays, “Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered – how fleeting my life is. You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand. My entire lifetime is just a moment to you, at best, each of us is but a breath” (Ps. 39:4-5 NLT). As I go to more funerals, I am more acutely aware of life’s brevity.
My prayer is that I might finish strong. God knows my numbered days: “You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed” (Psalms 139:16). At a recent funeral for a Christian woman from our apartment building, I sat quietly meditating before the service. I sensed the Lord giving me a three point directive for the rest of my days.
Why share these with you? Perhaps because who I am becoming in “the fourth quarter” can be expressed in these three directives. They are simple, not weighted down with obligation and detail, viewed more as being than doing. At my stage of the journey, I can give my emotional and spiritual energy to these three things. I have learned that the older we get, the simpler life really becomes.
1) “Cherish your wife.” This advice was given to me many years ago by my mentor, James Houston. Cherish means to “protect and care for; to keep in one’s mind.” In my relationship with Judy, I am to cultivate our oneness in marriage with the utmost care and affection. Ecclesiastes 9:9 – Message encourages me to, “Relish life with the spouse you love each and every day of your precarious life. Each day is God’s gift.” God has given us 57 years together to grow in the Lord. Cherish each day with your wife; there are not that many left.
2) “Point people to Jesus.” I take this second, direct, and simple point to mean my whole being. Words, actions and attitude are meant to reflect the presence of Christ. I desire for people to be ready to meet Jesus when they die. Remember, I live with seniors and lead a study for “the gray hairs” – as I call us. May my life give off the aroma of Christ. “Now he uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere, like a sweet perfume. Our lives are a Christ-like fragrance rising up to God” (II Cor. 2:14-15 NLT).
3) “Act like a man.” Wow. When I was a young man, acting like a man was rather simple and straightforward. Not anymore. There was general consensus about what is means to be a biological man, even with little awareness of the masculine soul. My life as an “old man” is to reflect the “tough and tender” nature of Jesus – with a more mature understanding of the masculine soul.
Devotions from Judy’s heart
Blessings on your weekend and prayers and love, Judy
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