Canaan's Rest

Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

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The Unwelcomed parts of ourselves

I have quoted from David Benner often on the blog site.  He has been a great help in my spiritual formation.  He helped me to see that personhood is not an accomplishment, but rather a gift.  It has been difficult to realize how much of who I have thought of myself to be, has been of my own making.  The whole business of self-making has been a lot of futile work for me.  But my true self in Christ is an identity that I have received from God.  Any other image I have of self is an illusion.  If God does not know me, then I really do not exist as a person, but rather as a image of my own making.

What was hard at first for me to realize that God knows me through and through, yet loves me as I am, not as I should be.  I have spent a life time bringing before God and presenting to others a “polished image of self.”  But as Benner observes, “Genuine self-knowledge begins by looking at God and noticing how God is looking at us.  Grounding our knowing of our self in God’s knowing of us anchors us in reality.  It also anchors us in God.”  In this knowing I have coming to experience the reality that God loves me for who I really am, rather then how I behave.  When my identity is truly grounded in God, “the first thing that would come to mind is my status as someone who is deeply loved by God”

This knowing has allowed me to welcomeand embrace those “unwelcomed parts of self” as Benner calls them.  These parts of self have remained hidden for years in shame and denial  They needed to be named and embraced.  Listen again to Benner.  “We need to be willing to welcome these ignored parts as full members of the family of self, giving them space at the family table and slowly allowing them to be softened and healed by love and integrated into the whole person we are becoming.”  I have been learning that for transformation to occur in my life, I must bring to the table these unwelcomed parts, otherwise I will continue to live an illusion. 

So men, I highly recommend the practice of looking at God and the image God looking at you.  It can be a significant spiritual practice, as you come to know that God loves you as you are with all those unwelcomed parts.  This is facing reality and not creating a spiritual illusion of denial.  I am learning to create a hospitable place for these unwelcomed parts of self, rather then been ashamed or living in denial.  The more I do this, the more I experience the unconditional love of God.   As Benner asks, “If God loves and accepts you as a sinner, how can you do less?”   Here is a final quote from Benner.  “You can never be other than who you are until you are willing to embrace the reality of who you are.  Only then can you truly become who you are most deeply called to be.”  For me this has meant a life of more authenticity and joy before the Lord and with others.

May 6th

Devotions based on Albert Haase’s book, The Sacred Moment

The call of God is like a knock on the door of the present moment in which we find ourselves.  Maybe it is a desire to do a good deed that seemed to come out of nowhere, or a word of advice or encouragement by our spouse etc. Our response to such knocks shows how close we are to God and holiness. Unfortunately, we are often unaware of that knock until we look back and reflect in hindsight. God’s knock can be loud or so soft that it is like an intuitive feeling.

God is always knocking on the door of our experience, and if we live in selfless openness we will have our hand on the doorknob ready and willing to take time to open it. Every time we choose to empty ourselves as Christ did, we enrich the life of another and help His kingdom come. We are coworkers for His kingdom and we are on a mission. We need to ask ourselves: What does my commitment to Christ challenge me to do right where I am?  What is the unmet need of this sacred moment and how would Jesus respond to it. “A Christian without a sense of mission is a stunted Christian.”

May 5th

Devotions based on Albert Haase’s book, Te Sacred Moment

Just like the man who changed a flat tire for an elderly woman he didn’t know, holiness is about selfless openness and response to God’s call in the present moment.  Holiness is the lifelong journey out of slavery to our own ego to looking beyond ourselves, our concerns, our interests, and our worries.  It begins with selflessness. “Let each of you look not to your own interests, but to the interests of others.( Phil 2:4) The ego wants to control and manipulate everything and everyone within its range of influence. But instead, a selfless openness will respond to whatever the present moment is asking of us. This is an invitation from God to forget ourselves and enrich the life of another. It should be the motivating force and insight behind our selfless acts. We can see why every moment is sacred for it is an expression of God’s will for us. His call to us might be to meet a neighbor’s need, to change a tire for a stranger, to send money to a mission etc. It can be challenging when the present moment might call us to uproot and move or let go of something we cherish.  Like Abraham Let us be alert to what is going on around us so that we don’t miss His calling for us in each moment!

May 4th

Devotions based on Albert  Haase’s book This Sacred Moment

This book is all about becoming holy right where we are. It is hard to find the words to really describe what it means to be a holy person but we can think of people who exemplify a holy life;  Dietrich BonHoeffer, Eliszabeh Fry, Mother Teresa and others. The dictionary says holy means, “devoted to the service of God; saints and holy men.”  Jesus command is to love God and our neighbor, and the Sermon on the Mount gives us a lot of ways to put that into action. The beatitudes attack the agenda of our ego which focuses on our self-concern, self-image, self-gratification and self-preservation. We all need to make a choice between the false attractions of the world (earthly treasures) and the eternal ( treasures of heaven).  If we chose heavenly treasures it means putting our concerns in the hands of God and trusting He will meet our needs. We are challenged to be nonjudgmental and to treat others as we want to be treated. We are not to love only in words but in actions. The flesh life ( Gal. 5:16-26) is consumed with the agenda of the ego and may lead to addictions, to seeing others as competitors and rivals, to outrageous demands, to putting exaggerated emotional investment in possessions etc. But the life of the Spirit blossoms with love and the fruit of the Spirit. Life according to the Spirit is a selfless life that forms the heart of holiness.

May 3rd

Devotions based on Scot McKnight’s book, One.Life

 As followers Jesus we are called to repent and have real behavioral change in our lives. That doesn’t mean just feeling bad about our sins but turning around 180 degrees and starting over by living justly and lovingly. Think about it: we may say we are sorry to our friend for gossiping about him but we must quit talking behind his back!  Concrete change! Our behavior should reveal His love!  Also, to be His follower means embracing the cross every day –to deny ourselves and take up our cross and follow Him. ( Luke9:23) That will affect every dimension of our lives.  Scot makes 5 suggestions to live the cross-life. 1. Talk to God constantly by worshiping God and by seeking His will and by interceding for others. 2.Listen to God constantly. Listen to what God says to us as we read the Word and die to our voice to hear His. 3. Commit to kingdom work locally by asking the Spirit to empower us and by entering into fellowship with others. 4. Keep Jesus’ Kingdom vision before us all the time. …Love the Lord with all our hearts, souls, minds and strength, and our neighbor as our selves. 5. Tell others about Jesus rather than talking about ourselves all the time. We have only One Life…may it count for Him

May 2nd

 Today’s devotional was written by our son, Kurt.

 ‘I thought I would give my mom a break this morning and personally send a devotional.
I got into a book last night called Facing your Giants by Max Lucado.  It’s a study on the life of David and the premise is that we all have our Giants whether it would be challenges at work, divorce, addiction, sickness, moving etc……how do we face them?   The author chronicles all of the victories and struggles that David experienced…the incredible highs and as incredible lows.   David is the only person to ever have the distinction from God as “a man after his own heart”.  Considering David stumbled as often as he conquered, one might ask what God saw in this unlikely character….regardless he gives us all hope.
I like the beginning as he described how this shepherd boy approached Goliath and the Philistines.   Goliath is 9 feet 9 inches tall and has been taunting the Israelites twice a day for 40 days.  No Israelite manned-up to face this giant.  David arrives and does not focus on this Giant and his physical stature, weapons, experience etc., he focuses on the God.  “No one else discussed God.  David discusses no one but God.  David majors in God.  He sees the giant mind you, he just see God more so.”
The verse that completely jumped off the page for me was:
“As Goliath moved closer to attack, David quickly ran out to meet him” 1 Samuel 17:48 (NLT)
The author sums it up like this:
” I count nine references , God-thoughts outnumber Goliath-thoughts nine to two.  How does that ratio compare with yours? Do you ponder God’s grace four times as much as your guilt? Is your list of blessings four times as long as your list of complaints? Is your mental file of hope four times as thick as your file of dread? Are you four times as likely to describe the strength of God as you are the demands of your day?  No? Then David is your man!
Some note absence of miracles in his story.  No Red Sea openings,  no dead Lazaruses walking etc.  No miracles.  But there is one.  A rough-edged walking wonder of God who neon-lights this truth:
                Focus on giants — you stumble
                Focus on God—- your giants tumble”

The Mushy Middle

One of the author- pastors I admire is Tim Keller, pastor or Redeemer Presbyterian church in Manhattan, N.Y.  He has had an amazing impact on the secular minded residents of that city.  He was interviewed by ABC news journalist, Christiane Amanpour on ABC’s “This Week” aired on Easter Sunday.  He agreed with Amanpour that secularism and religiosity are both growing in our culture.  Keller made this observation. “What’s happening is secularism and devout religion is growing together.  And what’s going away is the kind of  ‘mushy middle,’ where people are just part of the synagogue, the mosque or the church because it’s expected.  So what’s actually happening is polarization.”  I would like to make a few observations about this very perceptive insight regarding us, wild men,  as it relates to this polarization. 

First, the need to move away from “the mushy middle”.  It seems to me that with the threat of Islam in our culture, along with other growing expression of faith, Christians are being forced to think through and reexamine their faith and practice.  We are no longer able to take our faith for granted in a pluralistic culture.  We cannot afford to be lazy in our thinking nor asleep in our spirit, thereby being a part of the mushy middle.  We have to be awake and alert.  Paul challenges us in Romans 13:11-ff, “But make sure that you don’t get so absorbed and exhausted in taking care of all your day-by-day obligations that you lose track of the time and doze off, oblivious to God.  The night is about over, dawn is about to break.  Be up and awake to what God is doing”  (The Message).  God is calling men to be clear in their thinking and deeply alive in their spirit.  God is pouring out his grace so that we might be transformed and renewed for such a time as this.  It will take renewed minds and awakened souls.

Secondly, it critical that in our deeper commitment to Jesus and the gospel that we engage in civil discourse. The decline of civility in our culture is alarming.  As men, we need to be concerned that we are not contributing to the polarization that is occurring.   The church in our day has lost a lot of credibility because followers of Jesus have been too closely identified with a type of politics or some of the scandals that have happened in the last years.  I like to think that Jesus and his kingdom are part of a “third way.”  I keep reminding myself that I am one who desires to “humbly and lovingly follow Jesus.”  I pray every day that “his kingdom would come” and that ” his will might be done here on earth and it is in heaven.”  I know for myself that I have to keep my focus on Jesus and his kingdom or else I get discouraged by cultural conditions and become negative.  My focus on Jesus helps keep my positive and hopeful.  Wild men can be agents of loving and caring dialogue in our day.

Thirdly, I agree with Keller that our focus should be on serving others.  I really identify with his comment that “I’m loved by God but I’m a sinner.”  There needs to be a humility and graciousness about the way we express our faith and the way we treat others, especially in such a skeptical culture.  Listen again to the advise of Paul found in Col 4:5-6. “Use your heads as you live and work among outsiders.  Don’t miss a trick.  Make the most of every opportunity.  Be gracious in your speech.  The goal is to bring out the best in others in a conversation, not put them down, not cut them out” (The Message).  My goal is to be a servant of Jesus, desiring to see beyond the difference in opinions and lifestyle.  A wild man in my opinion is secure in his identity in Jesus, allowing him to be open to others, giving them space to be who they are.  There is a desperate need to our day for men to practice “hospitablity” that welcomes the other, no matter what they believe or what their lifestyle might be.

April 30th

Devotions based on Scot McKnight’s book, One.Life

We may affirm and confess that God is love but have a much harder time embracing the God who is love… to really know He actually loves us.

Andrew Newberg, a neuroscientist, says we assign personalities to God that is neurologically based on our own personality. 1. The authoritarian god (32% of us). 2.The critical god (16%) 3.The distant god (24%) 4.The Benevolent God (23%). The authoritarian /critical gods activate the fear part of our brain, the limbic areas. So we have a god shaped by fear and judgment and authority. If we have the benevolent God which activates the prefrontal cortex than we have one shaped by love and peace and compassion. As Christians we see God as both holy and loving –God produces a both –sides- of –the-brain kingdom.  Our God will be with us and He is for us! He wants to make us into what God wants us to be.  In the parable of the prodigal son Jesus lets us know that God is waiting for us,  will accept us, and will throw a party in our honor when we tell the truth about ourselves, turn from our sins, and turn back to God.  He is our gracious Father who forgives us and welcomes us and has a seat waiting for us at the table in God’s family!

April 29th

Devotions based on Scot McKnight’s book, One.Life

“The wise learn to live now but to do so in the light of eternity.”

Jesus believed  there was life after death and that after we die we will meet our Maker and have to give account. Those who reject God will not inherit the kingdom of God and will experience a final endless death after physical death. Those who accept Him will experience the “new heaves and the new earth.”  This New Jerusalem is love, and it is peace, and it is wisdom, and it involves everyone loving God. This kingdom is “the people of God, living with God and living with one another in perfect shalom and love and justice.”  Everyone will be in direct contact with God . Our author defines heaven as a ” person’s awareness and overwhelming delight in being absolutely present in the utter presence of God.”.

God will make all things right. Even though we may experience horrific tragedies, one day justice will be established. God is the judge and we’re not. God’s justice will be soaked in God’s own grace. We’ve only got one life and may we live it now in light of the longer stretch of life.

April 28th

Devotions based on Scot McKnight’s book, One. Life

What really matters is that we do what God has made us to do and that we live that piece of God’s dream that God gave to us.

This generation wants to make money, have a career that combines fun and challenge, and do something that is significant for the world. We need to examine our vocation and do it in light of God’s kingdom. His kingdom vision can turn what we do into something that matters and can give purpose to our lives. For example-Teaching matters when we treat our students as humans whom we love and are helping. Jobs become vocations and matter when we connect what we do to God’s kingdom vision. It’s easy to see mission work in the slums of India as something that matters . But we also have to believe that the mundane matters to God too. God is at work in whatever we do!  “What we do matters when what we do is seen as something designed for others.” It’s not just about making money etc. Harriet Beecher Stowe did what she could and was perhaps the single most powerful voice on behalf of slaves. What she wrote had a great impact and then she acted on her convictions.
God’s will and what we dream about line up well. We need to focus on the Lord and be attentive to listen to Him and discern what He created us to do in this world. We need to do what we do best and let others do what they do best. In order to do the one thing well, we must guard from trying to do too many other things.
“So keep your eyes on the kingdom, make it personal, do what you do well, do only that.”

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