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Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

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May 17th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday I read a quote from Margaret Campbell that describes what I saw today. “God’s measureless, boundless love is personal and can be seen all around me. …This day is for gifts of God: color, light, taste, music, the bird singing outside the window-the goodness of creation.” We have seen so much grandeur and beauty in the mountains and sat by a stream.  As is says in Ps. 111:3-4: “Full of splendor and majesty is His work, and His righteousness endures forever. He has caused His wondrous works to be remembered. The Lord is gracious and merciful.”

Let us be attentive and take in His gifts to us and respond with praise and gratitude.

May 16th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Often it is on our darkest times that we are closest to God.  When we left home before 3 a.m. this morning, we went slow on our gravel road and had a near-miss with a porcupine. We were aware of deer and other obstacles on the road and had to stay alert. But when it was daylight, we went through South Dakota and could go 75mph on the straight flat roads. We weren’t as alert although we could see where others had hit deer, cats, a fox etc   Even though it may seem to  be safer, we still need to be vigilant and not let up our guard.  As it says in I Thess. 5:6: “So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled.”  We need to stay close to the Lord as much in the easier circumstances of our lives, as well as, hard times in the darkness.

May 15th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

We are warned in scripture not to compare ourselves with others or we are without understanding. ( II Cor. 10:12) But isn’t it easy to compare ourselves, our possessions, our looks, our families, our professions etc with others?  Yesterday as I went for my prayer walk, I counted 17 mailboxes side by side near the T in the road. It would be easy for those people who owned those mailboxes to make comparisons with the one next to them. Now it is wonderful to go to our box and find checks every day or letters from loved ones. But some days there is no mail or there may be bills or unwanted letters, and we wish we could have what was in our neighbor’s box instead. But it is the Lord who determines what goes in our box each day and we can receive all things coming from His hand who knows best. When we get all checks or gifts, we can get “spoiled” and think we are entitled and more deserving than others. Or if we get bills and unwanted situations in our lives, we may think God is mad at us or loves another more. But we need to let the Lord determine what is best for us each day and not look to see what our neighbor received. God deals with us individually and we can trust Him with everything that concerns our lives for He is our Father of love.

May 13th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

We often think we are in control of our lives but then something happens that can change our lives dramatically…soon we realize we never were in control and we are weak in ourselves. I think it is most comfortable when life is predictable but yet we grow more during the times we have to “hang on” and just trust.  I think of my cousin Mary and how her life has changed since cancer was found in her normally healthy body.  Another friend lost 4 loved ones within a month’s time.  Paul Keller shares about the sense of being powerless…”We actually are powerless over most aspects of life and death, of living and dying. St. Paul found himself confronted with his own weakness and then realized that when he surrendered his weakness to God, he became strong. God’s strength was given to him. The truth is that God specializes in our weakness, and the more we accept our weakness, the more God is able to move in with the power to help us heal and recover.”   We are strongest when we turn our weaknesses over to Him.

May 12th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday Al and I were eating our lunch out on the deck and was a beautiful day. But all of a sudden I saw a big black spider crawling on his back and neck. I brushed it off of him and stomped on it.  Because we live in a tick infested region, we also have a tick check each night. Even though they are very tiny they cause a great deal of sickness. I know from experience!  I thought of how there are things that are detrimental to our spiritual lives that seem very harmless at first, but they can soon bring severe consequences.  We need to nip them in bud and not pass it off as nothing.  Just like the tick that causes Lyme’s and a trip to the Dr, we need to guard our spirits against those things that cause us spiritual harm.  In Prov. 4:23, we are told to:  ‘Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life.”  Let us be alert and vigilant to shake off those things that will cause us harm.

Being Humbled

I had an experience today here on the lake, that I knew I had to write about on this blog.  As most of you know, Judy and I have a small retreat house on the lake where we live.  I call ourselves a “monk” and a “nun.”  This gives us a focus as to what our life is all about here on Man lake.  I am not a big fisherman and don’t get into a fishing boat that often.  So I am a bit “sports challenged” when it comes to being a northwoods fisherman.  At 70 I am starting a new learning curve.

Well, I have partnered with my son Kurt, to begin using his 16 ‘ boat to do some fishing.  But today was not a good start to this partnership.  I had to take the boat through a narrow and shallow channel to another lake in order to put the boat on a trailer to bring for repairs.  I had not taken a boat that big through the channel before.  It was windy and I had to use a small trolling motor for the first time to maneuver the boat.  Judy’s uncle, Stanton, who is an “expert” in everything to do with fishing, was kind enough to help me get the boat unto the trailer. Thank you, Stanton.  

Now for the kicker!  I had a very difficult time getting the boat through the channel as well as setting it up to get on the trailer.  Stanton watched patiently while brother Al tried his best to get the boat to cooperate.  Needless to say, I was embarrassed, humilated and frustrated at my lack of “boating skills.”  Here I was failing in the presence of the recognized “expert fisherman” of our lake.  I know at least one other neighbor witnessed my plight as well.  As I struggled, I realized that I did not feel shame, nor was I self condemning in ways that I have been in the past when I was feeling such failure in the presence of another “male expert.” 

I not sure why, but the passage that came to me was from Hosea 11:4.  I take this passage personally for myself.  “I led them with cords of human kindness, with ties of love.  To them I was like one who lifts a little child to the cheek, and I bent down to feed them.”  I simply had the sensation that my heavenly Father was tenderly loving me in my moment of shame and embarrassment.  I could ever joke about myself with uncle Stanton, saying “hold on, I going to make it.”  I could accept the reality that I am simply “a monk” living on the lake and am not an “expert fisherman.”  I could say to myself, “It is o.k. to feel like a failure.  This is not that important to your well being and the sense of who you are, Al.” “Wow,” I thought, “this is real growth for a you, Al.”

Men, I give this testimony for anyone of you who get into situations where you feel shame or embarassment about who you are.  What has made the difference for me is that I have learned to receive the love that my heavenly Father has for me in being just who I am and not for what I do.  Experiencing God’s love for you at the heart level, will begin to free you from the need to present yourself as someone you are not.  You will be able to face reality.  Reality is who you really are, not who you pretend to be.   This bring freedom and acceptance.  I felt some of that today.  I was surprised but it brought joy to my heart.

May 11th

 

Yesterday was a beautiful day and I took a walk to my neighbor’s.  On the way I noticed an area that had many fallen trees that had been there for quite some time. It made me think of people who have died or fallen like those trees and are no longer alive, yet they remain.  It could be our parents and other loved ones who have gone to be with the Lord but who still impact our lives. Their memory is vivid and although they can no longer speak with us, their “voice” is still heard in our hearts. Often I can imagine what one of my parent’s response would be in a situation, or remember their love of serving others, or coming home to the aroma of fresh bread etc. Though we can not speak to our fallen loved ones now, one day we will be reunited. I think of I Cor. 15: “ We shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet.  For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed….Death is swallowed up in victory.”  For now we have the memory of our loved ones that continually speaks to our present life, and then one day we shall meet again forever!!!

May 10th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

We all have need of discernment and to listen to the spirit. There are times we sense something is not quite right even though we may not know the specifics. The other day I was vacuuming and it didn’t seem to be picking up well. I had checked underneath the day before and the rollers were going fine.  But this time when I looked the belt was broken and needed a new one. I unscrewed the plate and put in a fresh one and there was a huge difference.  Sometimes things start out fine but over time, the enemy gets in there and messes things up. We are going about something the same way, but for some reason, we sense it is not quite right now. Pay attention and act on what you sense. In the past when we have not “listened” to our spirit, we regretted it, and later found out what was happening under the surface. In Eph 5 it says that since we are children of the light we are to “walk as children of light ( for the fruit of light is found in all that is good and right and true), and try to discern what is pleasing to the Lord.” The  Lord sees our hearts and wants to make His will known to us in all things. Let us be alert and aware of what is happening in the spiritual realm. We will notice how much lighter and freer we feel as we go the way of the Spirit.

Let’s Pretend

I have been reading a fascinating book by Tanya Luhrmann entitled “When God talks back: Understanding the American Evangelical Relationship with God.”  Luhrmann is a professor of anthropology at Stanford.  For the past 10 years she has been researching the way evangelical Christians talk with God.  Recently she had an article in Christianity Today in which she addressed the question of why women pray more then men.  She references a 2008 Pew U.S. Religious Landscape Survey which found that two-thirds of all women surveyed pray daily, while less than half of all men surveyed do.  So she was asking why.  Her conclusion “Women pray more because women are more comfortable with their imagination, and in order to pray, you need to use your imagination.”

I can personally identify with her conclusions regarding men.  For years I was either confused regarding my imagination or completely disregard this vital part of my personhood. I was even told it was dangerous to my spiritual life.  I was afraid that my imagining would lead me astray from the truth of Scripture.  I am writing this blog, however, to encourage men to embrace their God given gift of intuition and imagination.  While God certainly can’t be a product of our imagination, the truth is that if we are to know God intimately we will need to use our imagination, because as Luhrmann observes, “the imagination is the means humans must use to know the immaterial.”  C.S. Lewis who used the imagination to reach many for Christ had a chapter in Mere Christianity entitled “Let’s Pretend.”  “Let’s pretend,”Lewis writes, “to turn the pretence into a reality.”

With our imagination we are able to know truth through mental images as well as through rational concepts and intellectual concepts.  “We live by a world picture as well as a world view.  Spiritual experience consists not only of theological concepts, such as God’s attributes and the commands asserted in the Bible, but also of images like light and darkness….The imagination gives us spiritual knowledge in the form of  ‘right seeing.'” (Leland Ryken).  Luhrmann by means of a psychological scale for “absorption,” which measures a person’s capacity and interest in being caught up in the imagination, found that women scored more highly then men (Men, do you read romantic novels).   This can explain in part why men so often feel less spiritual then women.  They can easily beat themselves up for not being a good Christian like their wife.  Could it be that part of the problem is the lack of imagination with us guys?

I have become convinced that men simply have a harder time in simply “receiving God’s unconditional love.”  This goes back to our lack of imaginative experience.  While most men reading this blog know intellectual that God loves them, many have not been able to receive the reality into their hearts.  My answer has become – “You have to sit there and simply let yourself be loved.”  This implies the use of the imagination.  One of my favorite verse in this regard is Ps 27:8, “My heart says of you, ‘Seek his face!’  Your face, Lord, I will seek.”  I tell men that they need to imagine God looking at them in love, and then imagine  themselves in the presence of God.  Men need to do this with a humble, child-like trust in the love of God.  After a time it will begin to sink into their hearts.  But let me warn you, the more you think about it the further you will be moved from the realityknow you are loved. You will end up going around and around in your mind.  It comes when you imagine yourself  being  loved by God, using your imagination and intuition.  I know this from experience in my life and those of other men.  So I encourage you to do some “pretending.”

May 8th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

I read in Ps. 92, “You have made me glad by your work; at the work of your hands I sing for joy.”  Often as I go on my prayer walk I marvel at what God has made for me to enjoy. Just the other day  as I was walking on the gravel road, two beautiful butterflies accompanied me all the way home…flying in front of me, and behind me and all around me, making sure I saw them.  Truly “He has made everything beautiful in its time.” Ecc. 3:11.  I can’t even imagine all that we miss as go about our day, seeing only a minute portion of what He puts before us to enjoy. Let us open our eyes and our hearts to not only see beauty of creation but our Beautiful Savior, king of creation!

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