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Devotions from Judy’s heart
Haven’t we all met people that are unforgettable and have an impact on our life in a deep way? I think many of us at Northern Lakes will never forget Ivy, a small bent over woman who buzzed around in a motorized wheelchair and came to Bible Study each Thursday. We reserved a place for her next to Al so she could hear better and so others could hear her. What she had to say seemed to be just what we needed to hear and often it was a scripture that fit whatever we were discussing.
Al and I met Ivy when she first came to Northern Lakes several years ago. She had many questions and had a difficult time making decisions. She lived in the handicapped apartment and we often took her to church with us. Her son and wife invited her to live with them for a time but it wasn’t long until she came back to her same apartment and we had all missed her.
Ivy shared with our Bible study group about her early years growing up in a dysfunctional family that had left her wavering with many questions. She wanted to believe in her Heavenly Father and His love for her, but it wasn’t connecting to her heart. One day while driving she was calling out to the Lord and saying she wanted to believe and please help her. Suddenly she was overcome with a sense of God’s presence and that He loved her. It left her changed. After that Ivy seemed to just glow and there was a holy boldness about her. Al and I noticed a great difference in her and from then on, we spent time with her rejoicing, for she had found the Pearl of Great Price.
Ivy’s life was not easy as she lived in pain all the time. She had a hard time breathing as she was very bent over as her spine was collapsing and breathing became more difficult. But she never wanted to miss Bible Study where the Lord used her words to speak to all of us. Even when hard things were shared by others, she had a positive word of how the Lord was sovereign and would handle it. She certainly knew that from experience.
Ivy went home to the Lord and as I write this there is such joy in my heart that she is now with the Lord. No more pain but only delight to see Him face to face. Her only sorrow was loved ones who have not yet received the Lord. We will carry that burden and pray. No, none of us will forget Ivy, for she challenged us spiritually with her strong faith and words spoken in love.
These are all beautiful words but how hard they are to put into practice. We need to be filled with God’s love, need to die to self and not feed our egos, need to look at our own hearts rather than pointing out what we see in the hearts of others. God’s way is one of humility and when our hearts are right before the Lord, even the hard things can bring blessings and bear fruit. I also read from Proverbs 15 and wise King Solomon really opens our eyes to what happens when we go Jesus’ way. Instead of a sharp answer to others, “A gentle response defuses anger.” Instead of cutting words, “Kind words heal and help.”
Our hearts are also amazingly changed as we go His way and Solomon says “The lives of God-loyal people flourish,” and “a cheerful heart fills the day with song,” also “an obedient, God-willed life is spacious.” He goes on to say we first learn humility, then we experience glory.
Challenge for today: The next time someone is angry calmly respond and use gentle words and watch God work.
Blessings on your weekend and prayers and love, Judy

Devotions from Judy’s heart
When we respond to the Lord, even that is a work of God that draws us to Him. From the very beginning, God gives us freedom to choose if we will follow Him; He doesn’t force us to believe and obey Him. Adam and Eve began right but chose to disobey God and felt fear and shame, just as we do when we sin. But the Lord seeks to draw us back. We have to decide if we will choose Him or our own way. It’s comforting that the Bible records all the many people who sinned and turned from the Lord, but then later came back and were restored. When we choose the Lord, we are set free from self-effort and earning for we can never measure up. Instead, we simply receive from the Lord even though we may sometimes have to pray, “I believe Lord, help my unbelief.”
As good as that is, we must also remember to be supportive of ourselves and deal with those deep issues, hurts and expectations we might have of ourselves. We may show others more compassion than we would reserve for ourselves but how can we know ourselves if we hide and cover up. We end up being strangers to ourselves. One man who has blocked out emotions all his life and now getting help, shared how he is experiencing what it means to love and have joy and also pain as he becomes aware of what is going on within himself. It’s like being reborn. Also, many that are so scattered and disordered need help to get things in order in their lives. If we are honest, we all have parts of us that are disconnected from our Center and like Paul said in Romans 7:15, “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.” We don’t need to be defined by our actions and disorders but to turn back to God in us.
Hopefully we will find our worth in the Lord and know God’s love and acceptance in the deepest parts of our lives. He delights in us and wants to transform us and heal our broken parts. Henri Nouwen wrote, “Self-rejection is the greatest enemy of the spiritual life because it contradicts the sacred voice that calls us the ‘Beloved.’ Being the Beloved constitutes the core truth of our existence.” Let us be compassionate with ourselves and give the Holy Spirit free reign to heal us and to help us become our true selves in Him.

When we say yes to the Holy Spirit, we will also find that our eyes are opened in a clearer way. We see the needs of others and He puts His desire in our hearts to help where help is needed. We come to experience what it is like to love others as ourselves and consider their needs and respond in love to help. We seem to become more aware of His voice within and know He is speaking to us and directing us. We also desire to freely acknowledge our sin and not try to cover it but lay our heart open and repent. Like David prayed in Psalm 32:5, “Then I let it all out; I said, ‘I’ll make a clean breast of my failures to God.’ Suddenly the pressure was gone-my guilt dissolved; my sin disappeared.” We no longer have condemnation but praise that we are truly forgiven.
It is good every day to ask the Holy Spirit to speak through the Word to our hearts and to respond to any invitations He presents to us. When we come with openness, He will show us how to flush out the application of the Word in our lives each day which will be evident in our attitude and actions and words. It’s so wonderful when we respond to someone’s anger, not with negativity but with a kind word and gesture of love. We know it is not us, but it is the Holy Spirit within us.
We were made to live with God at the center of our lives, and may we open ourselves to the Holy spirit to transform our thoughts, our actions, our words and to love the Lord with all of our being.

Each day we make the choice if we are going to spend time with the Lord and ask Him to speak to us throughout our day. We can then more readily know what Jesus would do and how He would want us to respond to our present circumstances. I vividly remember one time when we were on our way to Michigan and all of a sudden, we approached a car from the other direction that had been hit by another car. Al’s immediate reaction was to quickly stop right there to help. Because of our speed and the car behind us, Al had to swerve, and I said to him, “Keep going!! Keep going!” If he would have suddenly stopped, we would have caused another accident; but as it was others behind us saw the trouble ahead and were able to stop in time.
The important thing for us is to be open to what the Lord would have us do and to obey. Today I read about Peter who had fished all night and caught nothing. When the Lord told him to take the boat into the deep water and lower his nets he responded, “Teacher, we worked hard all night and caught nothing. But if you say so, I’ll lower the nets.” (Luke 5:5) He was not expecting the Lord to give him that directive, but he obeyed anyway and got so many fish he had to have lots of help.
Sometimes the Lord asks hard things of us and other times simple things, but our heart should prayerfully obey. I feel I have missed opportunities when I didn’t respond quickly enough, and time ran out. I want to not only hear but to be quick to obey.
I am reading Professor Gerald Sittser’s book, Water from a Deep Well, and he shares what the early martyrs, desert saints, missionaries, reformers etc. went through as they were persecuted and yet flourished; others confessed their faith and yet were killed. Here in America, we may be made fun of and laughed at for our faith, and possibly be passed over for a job, but very few lose their lives for expressing their faith as they do in other countries. The early martyrs who were committed to Christ confessed Jesus was the only way and paid the price with their lives. We have only to think back on Roman times when entertainment was watching Christians meet their death in the arena as they were torn apart by animals or a gladiator’s sword. Yet they chose to follow Jesus whatever the price, and they chose death rather than renounce their faith. Their torture and deaths also resulted in many more people becoming believers like second-century theologian Justin Martyr. When he observed the courage of the Christians being brutally executed in Rome and yet not renouncing their faith, he also came a believer, as did others. Bishop Polycarp was burned to death for his faith, and as the fire was lite, he prayed how blessed he was among the martyrs and that God counted him worthy to partake of Christ’s cup’
I was struck by reading of Perpetua’s martyrdom for she was a young married gal who had a newborn baby and put into prison for her faith. The Lord told her in a vision that she would soon die, and her father pleaded with her to sacrifice to the gods and give up her faith. But she remained strong and even as she was marched to the amphitheater, she was joyful and calm and sang a song before she was struck and killed by a gladiator.
We all choices every day of whether we will choose Christ over the world and the devil. Let us be faithful to the Lord.
Sometimes the Lord may bless us with a spiritual director that helps us live our faith as we deal with times of dryness, distractions and darkness. A director doesn’t tell us what to do but points our attention to the Holy Spirit and asks us open-ended questions to help us discern what God is saying to us. The director listens carefully, and his questions and comments help us to be more prayerful and open to however the Holy spirit would lead. He is not judgmental but is open to all the ways the Lord works and will keep confidences. Our part is to be open and willing to talk about our spiritual lives, our prayer experiences, questions we have, and a desire to be changed and to grow. We want to know how God is wanting to lead our lives.
I am only a spiritual friend but not a spiritual director and I have not had training as Al has. When we lived closer to the cities, pastors and others drove up to our parsonage to get spiritual direction. One pastor’s wife surprised us and came along with her husband who Al was going to meet with downstairs. I proceeded to give her coffee and asked her what she desired that day and she said she came for me to give her spiritual direction. Oh my! I prayed in desperation, and the Lord answered and gave me questions to ask her and guide her. We filled the whole time seeking what God had for her and praying. But I still am not a spiritual director as Al, but sometimes the Lord may put us in a role that is needed.
May each of us be open to times we may be ripe for spiritual direction and lead us to someone who can help us open our hearts wider to the hear the Lord and respond.
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