Canaan's Rest

Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

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Sept. 24th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

While at Kurt’s we have observed how different each of the grandkids are and their involvement in various activities that befit them. Paige is Miss Clean so likes volleyball that is indoors and not too hot or sticky.Lily is very competitive and doesn’t mind at all in getting dirty and hot if they are winning. Grant is very social and a free spirit. He likes to be teamed up with a special friend at soccer and can be out in the field giggling and dancing around. Each one is doing what they enjoy and they seem happy to watch their siblings in their events too. Why do we often want others in the Body to just like us rather than different and able to bring a new perspective into our lives?  Can we rejoice when others are succeeding in their lives and we may not be doing as well at the time? We are told to rejoice with those that rejoice and weep with those who weep. ( Rom. 12:15)  We are not to compare ourselves for it says in Rom. 6:4 “Each one should test his own actions. Then he can take pride in himself, without comparing himself to somebody else.”

Sept 22nd

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Last night we went to Grant’s soccer game and it was fun to watch as they were all around 4 years old.  Now as you can imagine, the game was not played to perfection as they are young and just learning the rules. They had a very tall big coach with a very patient heart. The kids fell down a lot but got up and continued, and enjoyed the time. They didn’t expect perfection from themselves, nor did their coach or most of the parents. (Only one dad on steroids hollered at his son and expected him to do well on his first time of.playing.)  Why do we think we should live a perfect Christian life and not make mistakes?  Of course we will!  I am reading Richard Rohr’s book, “Falling Upward”, and he said, “We grow spiritually much more by doing it wrong than by doing it right.”  That’s because we can’t hide our imperfection and know we need His grace. It causes us to be more forgiving of others too. When we fall or fail, we need not fall apart.  The Pharisees had a hard time to grasp that as they were all about doing it right, especially before the eyes of man. Let us be like Grant falling down and getting up and enjoying the game, without pointing blaming others!  “It is when I am weak that I am strong.” II Cor 12:10

Sept. 21st

Devotions from Judy’s heart

For some time my laptop computer has not been very bright when it was running on battery, and our TDS man said he had fixed that when he came out last week. But when I was showing Kurt some pictures last night, it was still so much darker than it should be. It took Kurt only a couple minutes to fix the problem as he pressed two keys and it lightened it all up. Wow! It made so much difference and I don’t know how long it would have taken me to figure it out, if ever!  Isn’t that the way it is with the Lord?  Things in our lives can seem dark and complicated and we really can’t figure out what to do. We get frustrated and even get use to living in dimness. But as we call out to Him, His answers can come in so many different ways… often through just the right person who connects with us at just the right time. Or could be something we read. I remember a gal saying she had been plagued with headaches and lack of energy etc. and thought she may have brain cancer.   While waiting for a plane, she picked up a magazine and happened to read all the symptoms of Lyme’s. She went to her Dr. and sure enough, after suffering for months, she got the medication and felt great again. God is so awesome, and we just need to bring everything to Him and wait for His answers in whatever form they come.

Falling Into the Hand of God

As I continue to write this blog each week, I am receiving conformation that it is being read by a growing audience of men.  So each week I wonder what I should I write that will help men.  Much prayer and thought go into these words.  So today I am taking a “leap into the blue.”  I have a strong sense that I should write about the struggle all we men have with the latent power of  sin in our hearts.  Paul expresses this delimna well, “I realize that I don’t have what it takes.  I can will it, but I can’t do it.  I decide to do good, but I don’t really do it.  I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway.  My decisions, such as they are, don’t result in actions.  Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the best of me every time” (Rom 7:19-20 – The Message).   We will carry our “fallen” nature to the grave. Growth on the journey is having a realistic view of our “falling” enabling us to learn from our “falls.” 

Recently I came across these helpful words from Bernard of Clarivaux and Julian of Norwich. First from Bernard.  “The just fall into the hand of God and in a marvelous manner, even sin itself works for them towards righeousness.  ‘We know that for those who love God all things work together for good’  (Rom 8:28).  Does not a fall work for us for good if we become more humble and more careful because of it?”  Our falling is into the hands of God, not out of the hands of God.  So the question is not will we fall, but how we respond to the  falling.  If we humbly acknowledge our sin and look to God for mercy, only good can come out an incident of falling.  But if we pull away in shame, rebellion or blame we move further from God. Remember men, God’s love is not conditioned by our behavior.  He loves you unconditionally, period.  In your falling, you fall into the arms of love.  This is a reality we accept by faith.  Trust me when I say, it takes some getting used to the idea of falling into the hands of love when we fall.     

Then Julian of Norwich wrote this about our sinning. “We shall see in heaven for all eternity that though we have sinned grievously in this life, we were never hurt in God’s love, nor were we ever of less value in God’s sight. This falling is a test by which we shall have a high and marvelous knowing of love in God forever.  That love [of God] is hard and marvelous that cannot and will not be broken for [our] trespasses.” In other words, our sins, which we offer to God in repentance, are good in that they remove our complacency and self-reliance, forcing us to rely not on our effort to stop falling but on the mercy of God.  Michael Casey put it this way. “To believe that somehow God is not absent or dismayed by our grievous failures is a giant stride in the right direction.  It means that we have transcended all those inner voices of self-reproach that we have accumulated in a lifetime and have begun to accept as true the Good News that Jesus brought us.” 

A good spiritual practice in confession of our sin, is the use of Psalm 51.  There we have David’s heartfelt confession before God. He begins with a declaration of God’s love. “Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions” (v 1).  He concludes with his confession with praise.  “Open my lips, Lord, and my mouth will declar your praise” (v15).  He ends up by declaring that what God looks for is not our effort at self improvement or the justifcation of our station in life, but a humble heart.  Here is the way The Message puts it, “Going through the motions doesn’t please you, a flawless performance is nothing to you.  I learned God-worship when my pride was shattered.  Heart-shattered lives ready for love don’t for a moment escape God’s notice” (vs16-17).  Accepting fully the reality of your “falling” in the presence of God, will produce in you a humble heart, that is grateful for the mercy of God.

Sept. 20th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Have you ever noticed how the Lord just seems to “show up” at the most unexpected times?  I read today from Luke 24 how Jesus walked with the 2 men on the road to Emmaus and it wasn’t until He broke bread with them that they recognized who He truly was. . And when He appeared to His disciples after the resurrection they were startled and a bit frightened until He spoke a word of peace. I think it is amazing all the ways that Jesus appears to us or speaks to our hearts… sometimes it is in the voice of a stranger, or in the beauty of a sunset, the sound of the loon, the smell of fresh baked bread, a phrase of scripture that just stands out etc   Some time ago I was asking the Lord to just let me know He was there during a difficult time…All of a sudden a mama duck swam by carefully watching over her ducklings. It was as if the Lord was saying to me He was very aware of me and watching over me.  Just recently a retreatant shared how the Lord spoke a message to his heart as he  observed a fish trying to swim upstream against the currant.   As Sarah Young says in Jesus Calling, “there is no limit to the variety of ways I can communicate with you. Your part is to be attentive to My messages, in whatever form they come. When you set out to find Me in a day, you discover the world is vibrantly alive with My Presence.” May we not miss Him as He reveals Himself throughout our day!

Sept 19th

 

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Al took me for a boat ride around the lake the other night and when we passed the resort there wasn’t any sign of activity there. In the summer there are people in the water or on the raft, boating, walking on the beach, etc but fall has come and there was no activity at all. I thought of the seasons and how important it is to be in the right season of the Lord.  Maybe what He has been doing in our church in the past is now being taken into a new season and that means change. Or maybe what worked in another place is not what He has for us at all. We need discernment to be moving with the Spirit in what He has for each of us right now. As it says in Daniel 2, To Him belong wisdom and might..  ”He changes times and seasons”.   He gives wisdom and knowledge and reveals deep and hidden things. We need to be continually seeking Him and be in His time and season.

Sept 18th

 

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Some time ago Ann gave me a lovely ¾ sleeved jacket that I picked out when we shopped together. But when I got it home, I was disappointed for it didn’t match the intended outfit.  I kept the jacket in the back of my closet and when I shopped last Saturday, I bought a lovely fall skirt with Birthday money. And this time when I got home, it matched the jacket perfectly. I thought of how sometimes we receive teaching that is good but doesn’t quite fit in to where we are at presently. So we put it “on the back burner” so to speak. It is good but we are not able to apply it yet. Then in the future, all of a sudden it makes perfect sense to us and fits right where we are at.  It may be a  scripture that comes alive, a teaching that seems  to reinforce what He has been telling us along etc  We are glad we didn’t throw it out and may even wonder why we didn’t “get it” sooner. But the Lord has His timing and brings us to those “Aha moments” and we know He has spoken to our hearts..Let us be like the little boy Samuel who said to the Lord, “Speak Lord, for your servant hears.” ( I Sam 3:10)

Sept. 17th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

We need to live our lives one day at a time and enjoy each moment. That can mean taking breaks out of our busy schedules and drinking in the present. I thought of that yesterday when Al was with the Sisters at Shalom. They were giving the Spiritual Direction class but at 11 a.m. they took a break as there was a Home Coming parade for St. Scholastica going right past the monastery. Four Sisters rode on one of the floats with their dress garb dating back 100 years. Al loves parades and there was a lot of laugher as he had the Sisters and participants scooping up candy too.  One of our former parishioners was a cheerleader in the parade and Al rushed out in the midst of the parade to give her a big hug! Everyone said that watching a parade with Al was quite an experience!  They could have skipped it all, but I rather think the Lord was smiling on them.  As I read from Paul Keller today, “It is this moment of your life that is most important and you are urged to live it to the fullest, trusting God, and believing that God will bless you with joy, providing  you with healing peace. Don’t reach beyond yourself. Live each moment to its fullest, one moment at a time, and you shall be led forth in peace.

Sept. 15th

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Devotions from Judy’s heart
Last night I wrote 73 e-mails and then noticed that none of them were going out. At first I thought maybe I could the fix the problem and tried a few things but nothing worked. Al called TDS and tried several things by phone and then said they would have to send out a technician today. He was here quite a while and found out there was a technical glitch in Madison, that needed to be fixed. Now I could have tried all night and I never could have fixed the problem. Sometimes there are things in our lives that need fixing and we need to ask for help from those that have been on the journey longer. This local technician had been working for 13 years for TDS but still couldn’t fix it. So he also had to call for help from above him and waited while it was being fixed in Madison. I remember times in my life when I needed healing of some things from the past and asked for prayer from the Body.  I had already tried on my own to “fix” them but I was still broken in that area. But as they prayed for me, healing came and I was able to move on. Just like today, my computer is up and running and I can move on and send messages again. Let us avail ourselves to Body ministry when we need it and not be “The Lone Ranger”!

Let Grace Happen

Max Lucado has to be one of the most influential spiritual writers of our day.  When you go to a bookstore, his books take up a whole self.  I marvel at his output.  His latest book is entitled “Grace.”  I want to quote from his book and then make some personal comments.  Max writes, “We find it easier to trust the miracle of resurrection than the miracle of grace.  We so fear failure that we create the image of perfection, lest heaven be even more disappointed in us than we are.  The result?  The weariest people on earth.”  So Max encourages us to “Let grace happen….No more performing for God, no more clamoring after God.  Of all the things you must earn in life, God’s unending affection is not one of them.”

I have come to understand God grace as the lavish, abundant, generous expression of his love for me.  “Grace is God loving, God stooping, God coming to the rescue, God giving himself generously in and through Jesus Christ” (John Stott).  I have spent a lot of years not fully experiencing God’s grace in my life, not because I didn’t believe in God’s grace, but because it seemed too good to be true.  I experienced grace when I came to God in all my vulnerability and shame, in other words, as an undeserving sinner.   Grace was no longer an idea, but now a reality that touched to core of my brokenness. “God’s grace invites you – no, requires you – to change your attitude about yourself and take sides with God against your feelings of rejection” (Max).  Grace happens when we receive it in dependance and weakness.  Remember, “My grace is enough; it’s all you need.  My strength comes into its own in your weakness” (II Cor 12:9 – The Message)

Because of my unbelief, I actually hampered the work of grace in my life.  What Max states was true of me; I had a hard time trusting the miracle of grace.  God had no qualifications for me, except being repentant, that is, acknowledge my great need of grace.  In my inability to believe in the miracle of grace, I created barriers by my “salvation projects” and my attempts at “sin management,” none of which brought me freedom or peace.  Yes, grace is too good to be true.  But that is the whole point.  It is a miracle.  So again I say to each man  –  You have to sit there in the presence of God and just receive what he wants to give you,  his unconditional love, expressed in the grace of God give to you in Christ.  It is a miracle – don’t try to figure it out – just receive it.  Let grace happen.

I have a long ways to go as an instrument of God’s grace in this broken world.  But I am learning to just receive and let it flow.  I have to trust the river of grace.  My task is to ride with the flow.  It is God who is rich in mercy and grace.  John tells us in John 1:16, “We all live off his generous bounty, gift after gift after gift.  We got the basics from Moses, and then this exuberant giving and receiving” ( The Message).   Because of God’s love and grace expressed in Jesus, we can confidently embrace the reality that we live in a world that has at its core a generous and caring God.  God does not want to hold back on his goodness to each of us.  His desire is that we be open to receive all his offers us.  I thank God that I can have a perspective of a world that sees God at work in pouring out his grace to those who are willing to receive.  We live in a grace filled world.  Just let grace happen.  

I close with a final quote from Max. “Grace.  Let it, let him, so seep into the crusty cracks of your life that everything softens.  Then let it, let him, bubble to the surface, like a spring in the Sahara, in words of kindness and deeds of generosity.  God will change you, my friend.  You are a trophy of his kindness, a partaker of his mission.  Not perfect by any means but closer to perfection than you’ve ever been.  Steadily stronger, gradually better, certainly closer.  This happens when grace happens.  May it happen to you.”

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