Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

Month: October 2011 (Page 3 of 4)

Living on the Edge

Back in the early 80’s I read a book by Henri Nowen entitled “The Way of the Heart” in which he introduced me to the desert fathers of the 4th and 5th centuries.  At that time I was just beginning to understand the need for silence and solitude in my life.  He gave a quote from Thomas Merton that had a deep impact on my way of looking at life.  Merton wrote in the introduction to his “The Wisdom of the Desert, “Society…was regarded [by the Desert Fathers] as a shipwreck from which each single individual man had to swim for his life….These were men who believed that to let oneself drift along, passively accepting the tenets and values of what they knew as society, was purely and simply a disaster.”  They believe they were moving to the edge of society, to be a voice and influence on a decaying culture and badly compromised church.

Merton goes on to say these desert fathers “were men who did not believe in letting themselves be passively guided and ruled by a decadent state, and who believed that there was a way of getting along without slavish dependence on accepted, conventional values.”  In leaving the world, they were helping to “save it in saving oneself” observed Merton.  Leaving the ship wreck of the world  did not mean just saving themselves.  “They knew that they were helpless to do any good for others as long as they floundered about in the wreckage.  But once they got a foothold on solid ground, things were different.  Then they had not only the power but even the obligation to pull the whole world to safety after them.”

I can confidently say that there is a significant movement in our culture among sincere followers of Jesus to learn again from the desert fathers.  This new movement, which is called “the New Monanistism” is being embraced as a means of deepening one’s walk with God, while still trying to effect change in the decaying culture.  It could be thought of as “a Third way” when compared with conflicting voices heard on the left and right of the church.  I for one have embrace this movement.  As many of you know, Judy and I live up in the woods of Northeran Minnesota.  I call the two of us “a monk and a nun.”  What give me the most clarity for ministry and service in the kingdom at the ripe, old age of 70, is to think of myself as a monk on the edge of the culture, trying to be a voice that speaks back into the culture. 

As I write this blog today, I have a sense that I might write more about this movement and how it is effective the lives of sincere followers of Jesus.  But for now – for this blog- I guess the thought I want to leave with the men who read this blog, is the need to be counter -cultural.  While we need to remain connected and engaged in the culture lead there is a real also the need to be disconnected in spirit and outlook.  I like to think of Jesus as “the third way.”  I will just give one small example in my life.  I am still connected with the ELCA  branch of the Lutheran church.  God has placed that on my heart.  I know that I am part of a sinking ship or, changing the metaphor, part of a body that is sick spiritually.  But from where I am on the edge of things, I still can speak a prophetic word from within.  So my word today, men, is don’t abandon the ship, but rather flee to the edges of the church and culture, so that you can be renewed and made alive in Jesus. 

A watchword for us men might be the last words of the Old Testament. “See, I will send you the prophet Elijah before that great and dreadful day of the Lord comes.  He will turn the hearts of the fathers to thier children, and the hearts of the children of their fathers; or else I will come and strike the land with a curse” (Malachi 4:5)

Oct. 11th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

One day when I was going to Line Dancing and Bone Builders I went into my closet and put on my black exercise pants that my daughter-in-law gave me. I neglected to put on the closet light and after I got them on they did not fit right. I wondered if I had gained weight but I had already weighed myself and was just the same as usual. I worked around the house and they felt tight and uncomfortable and just before I was to go to class, I realized I had them on backwards. No wonder they didn’t fit right. I wonder if there are things we are doing in our lives that aren’t a good fit for us. Maybe we are told to go into a certain field of work, or maybe we have been influenced by someone we respect.  I remember when Al was confused about his future, a pastor we respect told him to go into selling books for a while. Even though we thought highly of him, Al did not feel that was a fit for him. There are times when something doesn’t feel good and doesn’t seem to fit, we need to wait on the Lord and discover what He has for us. For then it will be a perfect fit.

“Wait for the lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage: wait for the Lord!” Psalm 17:14

Oct. 10th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday I went to a gathering of women and was blessed by the program as each one talked about “Getting out of the Boat”…times in our lives where we were like Peter and dared to step out. Each speaker from age 13 up to 65 plus was good and I was especially impressed by one who said she was new in leadership, not adventuresome, quite shy, and not a speaker. But as she spoke I was very touched as I began to see her heart. She shared about trials that God had taken her through ( including a daughter who was raped and a son who was suicidal) and even questions she has now of what the Lord is up to in her own life. I thought of the scripture from I Sam. 16:7 “For the Lord sees not as man sees; man looks at the outward appearance but the Lord looks at the heart.” Samuel chose David over all his 7 brothers as the Lord revealed that he was the one to be anointed as king.  I think most of the ladies yesterday looked past the outward and saw this woman’s heart. May we do that for one another! I want to be a heart-reader!   I think we all know what a wonderful feeling it is when a friend understands and reads our heart.

Oct. 8th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday there was a strong wind and the leaves were just blowing about and floating down on me when I went for my prayer walk. I was reminded of the hang gliders we saw in Utah just letting the wind take them high above. They looked so free floating around in the air. When they dropped closer to the ground the situation looked more precarious and I wondered where they would land and what kind of landing it would be. But if the two people were worried and focused only on their landing, they would have missed the joy of the moment.  I know I have to remind myself again and again to live in the present and enjoy life to the fullest, smell the roses, & take time for what is important.. Just as those in the hang gliders, let us enjoy the ride and let the Spirit take us where He wills. As I was in the process of writing this, an e-mail came from a friend with tips for a beautiful day to enjoy the RIDE! What perfect timing!  To name a few of the tips that was set to music and pictures: Take a 30 minute walk a day and smile.  Sit in silence for 10 minutes each day.  When you awake ask, “What is my purpose today?”, Realize life is a school and you are here to learn lessons. Make peace with your past so it won’t mess up your present. Forgive everyone everything. Live life with energy, enthusiasm, and empathy. Before bed, complete the sentence,” I am thankful for…” .  Believe the best is to come. These are only a few suggestions to make the most of our ride!!  Enjoy your ride today!

Oct. 7th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

I love when our house is filled with aroma and today I made chili and had it simmering all morning. It just made my taste buds sing and want to sample. As it says in II Cor. 2:14&15, we are the aroma of Christ and He spreads the fragrance of the knowledge of Him everywhere through us. Isn’t that amazing? We don’t always know those that are drawn to the Lord because they sniff the fragrance we are carrying. But we do know how our hearts leap when we come into a room filled with tantalizing aromas. In my chili, I put all kinds of my garden veggies and let them simmer to add more flavor. I think people and experiences in our lives are used to bring out the aroma of Christ in a deeper way as we let them simmer over time and process them. I have had retreatants tell what I have put in my main dishes, just by the aroma, even before tasting. How wonderful when others are aware of Him in our lives and smell His sweet fragrance. Next time we enter a room full of wonderful aromas, let us ask Him to spread His fragrance through us.

Oct. 6th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

As I went for my prayer walk I was aware of how the leaves let the wind just blow them freely about until they land on the ground. Some try to hang on and make it though part of the winter but maybe they miss the joy of the free fall.  I wonder how many times we are like those tenacious leaves that hang on and want to be in control. But are we ever really in control?   When we hang on so tightly and don’t release our selves to Him, we miss the wonderful freedom God has for us.   In  II Cor. 3:17 it says,  “Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is freedom.”  But when we let the Spirit blow us where He wills, it takes trust on our part as we don’t know where He will take us.  Fresh in my mind is the freedom Kurt and Brenda are experiencing now. They left if up to the Lord if they should move and the Lord gave a clear answer to their prayers. They didn’t get blown all the way to Chicago but are landing near the roots of their present tree. May each of us release ourselves daily so the Spirit can move us as He wills.

Inviting the good and the bad

As I was working on the sermon for Sunday from Matthew 22:1-14, I was reminded of something that David Benner pointed out about this text.  It is the parable of the wedding banquet.  The king prepares a banquet for his son.  He sends out his servants to tell those who have been invited to come because the banquet is ready.  But they refuse.  “They paid no attention and went off” to do others things.  In Jesus’ day it was unheard of to turn down an invitation to the wedding banquet. 

So the king sends his servants out to invite anyone they can find to attend the banquet. “So the servants went out into the streets and gathered all the people they could find, the bad as well as the good, and the wedding hall was filled with guests.  Benner suggests that we use our imagination to visualize an invitation to bring our whole self to the banquet.  That is, be honest and open before God about who we really are.  There is both the good and the bad in our personal make-up and story.  We are conditioned to bring only good parts of who we are into the presence of God.  But he invites us to bring all that we are; that good, the bad and the ugly.  I know that I spent many years hiding the bad.  It made for an unreal relationship with God, in which I never experienced his unconditional love and mercy for me

By bringing the bad into the banquet one can find a new freedom and acceptance before God.   Our tendency, which is the result of a life long conditioning is to always present our best face or side to others, including God.  So what happens to the bad.  It gets buried.  But the bad is still a part of who we are.  This is reality.  God sees all of who we are.  He waits for us to bring both the bad and the good to the banquet.  Again, men I tell you from experience, it is not until we bring our whole self into the presence of God, that we can experience and know his unconditional love.  When you experience acceptance in all your shame and vulnerability, you will know that you are home in the presence of a loving Father, who calls you are his beloved. 

A new insight that come to me as I pondered the bring of the good and bad into the presence of God, is that this invitation is to a celebration.  What does this mean for us as men?  I know for myself  it means that I can come as I am, both with the good and bad, and celebrate in the presence of the Father.  The parable also includes a guest who came without wedding cloths.  This never happens at a banquet put on by the king.  Wedding garments were provided for those who did not have them.  For us this means that we can come to the banquet, with the good and bad, and know that we are robed in the righteousness of Christ.   Jesus makes me worthy to be with the king.  The king accepts me as I am, because of what Jesus has done for me.  He covers me.  I can really celebrate in the presence of the king, because of Jesus.  To me this is joy, knowing that I am free to be me, with all the good and bad, in the presence of the king because it has nothing to do with me, but it has all to do with what Jesus did for me.

Oct. 5th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Devotions from Judy’s heart

This afternoon Al and I began our preparation for winter, including cleaning out the chimney and wood stove, piling wood on the porch, etc. We know winter that is coming even though it was a warm sunny day today.

As I was taking my prayer walk I thought of how important it is to prepare for the Winter Time of our lives as we look forward to eternity.  Eugene Peterson said we should pray every day for a good death. How do we prepare? If you have suggestions, I will print and pass on to others who get these daily e-mails. It seems like at this time of our lives we tend to revert back more and more to our beginning years, as we become more dependant on others and accept their help. Being a “grateful receiver” helps!  We start thinking of what we will leave behind, just like putting away the deck chairs and summer things.  We begin putting aside those things that we want to leave behind for those we love.

We focus more on what is ahead of us and not on our aches and pains, knowing we will soon receive a new perfect healthy body. We may do some cleaning up ( as the chimney cleaning) and make amends with people who we have been hurt by or whom we have hurt. We may spend more time appreciating the little things in the present, as we are not sure how long we will have. The more I think about it, the more I believe we should live that way every day, even before the winter season comes upon us.

Oct. 4th

Devotions from Judy’s heart,
Today I went for a prayer walk and the road was brilliant with color. Some of the leaves have turned golden, others bright red, and some orange etc. They are preparing to let go and fall to the ground as the wind blows upon them. I thought of how we are all in process of “shriveling” too and one day will die and be put into the ground.  But even though we may get wrinkled, we can still shine forth with His presence that lives within us. This was so evident when Grace and I visited her friend Helen who is in her 80’s and getting wrinkled, but is so aglow with the love of the Lord. One glorious day, in God’s perfect timing, the wind of the Spirit will usher each of us who know Him, to our real home in glory.  May the last of our days show forth the beauty and glory of the Lord in our lives!  And even as the fallen leaves provide compost for the soil, the memory of the lives of the saints that have gone before us enrich our lives even now.

Oct. 3rd

 Devotions from Judy’s heart

“Unless the Lord builds the house, the builders labor in vain.” Ps. 127:1
One thing we have noticed on our trip was the variety of homes and their locations. We saw some lovely mansions built on high bluffs without a single tree near. Being from MN I can hardly imagine doing that as we love being surrounded by a forest of trees. In fact we like it that our house cannot be seen by people from the lake who are fishing.  But those who stand out on the cliffs for all to see would probably feel “suffocated” if they lived where we do!  There was a time in ministry when we were more up front and seen, but now the Lord has us more hidden and it feels right. Al calls us a monk and a nun in the woods. People who come to Canaan are often those whom God is bringing into a more quiet contemplative time alone with Him.  We’re not all alike or serve in the same place but we need to pay attention to where the Lord would have us dwell in each season of our lives.  But may our homes be filled with the fragrance of Christ just as “Mary poured perfume on Jesus feet and the house was filled with the fragrance.” John 12:3

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