I am quickly learning that I must accept that I am no longer in the care-giving role, but in the care-receiving position. I am one who needs help, and that puts me in the humble position of being a bother for others, especially Al. But the truth is we talk together more than ever, pray, and enjoy each other, even though there is more work for him.
A big thing is that I am learning to slow down and enjoy each day, and not trying to rush through and accomplish a lot. I believe I am finally learning to just enjoy the moment!!! I live a day at a time and can’t plan far ahead, as I don’t even know yet what I will be able to do by then. But of course, none of us really know!
I also am seeing the power of prayer, as so many of you prayed along with us as Al was expected to do my wound care after two times of observing the wound specialists. He was willing, but was really something for experienced nurses. After prayer, the idea came to call our family doctor, and he and his nurses were God’s answer.
I think I am also seeing how poor in faith I really am. Like Paul said in Phil 4:6, we aren’t to be anxious about anything, but to pray with thanksgiving and let Him know our concerns. That means to pray about anything and everything. Our concerns for the day might be different, but nothing is too hard for the Lord.
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