Canaan’s Rest represents a quiet place “set apart” for the purpose of hearing God's voice, growing in intimacy with the Lord, and being renewed in soul and spirit.

Month: November 2012 (Page 2 of 3)

Nov. 18th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

We have gone through 5  states since leaving Paul’s  and we remarked often of the beauty of the hills and valleys … I especially liked the spacious meadows. In a spiritual sense, I would prefer the warm meadows where the sun is shining and it is problem free rather than the dark cold woods of adversity.  In fact there are some who think that being trouble free is a sure sign of spiritual maturity and sign of God’s favor. But as I read about the saints and people who have made an impact on my life, they are often the ones who have gone through dark times, struggles, and difficulties. I read about Constance Fink who went through dense woods of disappointments and darkness. And the Body of Christ told her she should be stronger and even questioned her salvation and fitness to minister. But in her words, “God often leads a spiritually healthy person onto a difficult path in order to develop qualities necessary for greater purposes.” Instead of judging we can pray for them, stand with them, encourage them, show understanding, remember that we may be next to go through dark wooded times. Let us put on a heart of compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience; bearing with one another and forgiving each other…and above all put on love. ( Col 3)

Nov. 17th

Devotions from Judy’s heart,

I wonder sometimes if giving isn’t contagious and how one grateful heart prompts another to give too. When we were at Paul and Alison’s, I felt led to just buy Alison a winter coat and a dressy blouse when we were shopping at a store that helps support a Christian school. They showed us such warm hospitality and love and I wanted to express my thanks. But it wasn’t long before I got back just as much and more than I gave! When Alison went to pay her bill at Macy’s I waited in the shoe dept and found shoes that are comfortable and fit me perfectly, which is amazing. She had coupons that needed to be used before they expired and wanted me to use them so I got shoes for far less of the regular price. Then when we were on the road today, she called and wanted us to use a free stay at a hotel that didn’t even cost them any points. So here we are at the penthouse of the Indigo and everything is so plush. I know we don’t deserve all of this and we are receiving it from them in the love it was given. I read the definition of Agape love from Michelle Lazurek: “Agape is the selfless, sacrificial love that is completely motivated by the desire to benefit someone else. This love begins in the mind and manifests itself in loving choices and actions towards others.”   Let us be lavish with God’s love and giving as He has done to us!!

Nov. 16th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Yesterday we drove to my brother’s home in Indiana and when we arrived no one was home. We knocked and noticed there were no signs of life so we went to get gas, before coming back. Now we could have thought they were not very eager to see us, or so busy they didn’t have time for us, but that would have been the wrong conclusion. When we drove from Kentucky in the morning to Indiana we crossed a time zone which made it now an hour earlier. So it was we who arrived too early and they were not too busy but rather showed us wonderful warm hospitality when they got home!  Isn’t it easy to jump to the wrong conclusions with the limited info we may have?   So many times in the Body of Christ there are misunderstandings and they can cause disruption in the peace and unity. No matter what someone does to us though, forgiveness is a choice and an action of our wills.  Shana Schutte writes how important it is to let the person off the hook who wrongs us. It is not worth hanging on to.  “There is a God who is greater than the wrong that has been done to me and in this, I recognize that no one can do anything that will ultimately destroy me or God’s plan for my life…Someone may stop loving me, insult me, steal from me or abuse me, but they will never be able to destroy the love that God has for me or His sovereign rule over all that concerns me.”  God is so much bigger and can work even the hurtful things for the good in our lives ( Rom. 8:28) and bring us peace and growth.

Nov.15th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

When Lily came home from school yesterday she was pleasantly surprised by what Brenda and I had made for her room –  a beautiful big fringed pillow with a floral design in the middle, a Roman shade, and a smaller matching corded pillow. She was so happy and Paige was happy for her. But as I tucked Paige in bed, I asked her if she would like pillows for her room too. She hugged me tightly and said, “Yes, grandma!” I thought of how our Heavenly Father’s heart is to give to us His children and it is His delight to do so. We read in scripture that He wants to give us many gifts like the gift of wisdom, the gift of faith, gift of hope, gifts of the Spirit etc. But we are especially to earnestly desire the greater gift of love. (I Cor. 12:31)  Often we may see gifts manifested in the lives of others and it puts a desire in our hearts too.  He is so ready to freely give to us, even as I am happy to do so for Paige. In Ps. 84:11 it says that “ No good thing will He withhold from those who walk uprightly.”  What a giving and loving Father we have!

Your “Sacred” Wound

I have found in men’s work that men like the truth straight, rather then having it sugar-coated.  Every man I have ever known has had to face failure, disappointment and woundedness.  So instead of lamenting the fact that life is hard, we should embrace trails, because they teach us humility and honesty.  So let face it – life is hard and we are not in control.  Every man needs to come to the realization as Richard Rohr observes that, “the way up is the way down”.  In this regard our “wounds” especially those that are like arrows that pierce our souls, can become our “sacred wounds,” wounds that shape our Christlike character.   How does this happen?  Let me share three insights, by focusing on the pain stored in our souls due to our wounds.

First enter your pain.  The arrows that pierce your soul cause deep pain and woundedness.  The reality is that pain is stored and buried “alive” in our souls.  Unless it is acknowledged, faced and tasted it will only fester and morph into anger and resentment.  When you have a tooth ache you go to the dentist.  Why do men resist facing their inner pain?  I would suggest two factors: first male pride and second our lack of modeling regarding the handling the male emotional life.  So men, ask for grace and mercy to face your pain.  You might need some one else to help you access the pain.  But embrace the pain 

Secondly, when you have cleared the space by acknowledging and owning your pain, invite Jesus into the pain.  I can not tell you how important this practice can be in healing the pain.  Remember men, it is only the Holy Spirit who has access to the deepest parts of your soul, where in those dark corners the pain in buried in stinking piles.  Jesus announced early in his ministry that the Father had, “sent me to announce pardon to prisoners and recovery of sight to the blind, to set the burdened and battered free, to announce, ‘This is God’s year to act.'” (Luke 4:18-19 – The Message).  Trust me – Jesus will bring the healing need, if you give him the pain.  He is able to create a space within that manifest light rather then a fearful darkness.

Thirdly, your heavenly Father, will gracious help you rewrite the script regarding  the pain that has been stored in your soul.  There is a freedom, light and peace that comes into that formerly dark, stinky space.  The focus is no longer you and the nursing of your pain, but rather the healing that Jesus can bring.  You become a living witness to the transforming, resurrection power of Jesus.  You will be able to journey with other men in their pain, helping them to excavate all the puss from their painful wounds.  You will become what Henri Nouwen referred to as a “wounded healer.”  There is no greater ministry among men in our day then that of being a healer of the broken hearts of men.  Your wounds become “sacred wounds” that God uses in the lives of other wounded warriors.

Matthew West in his song “The Healing Has Begun” put it well. “There is a world full of people dying from broken hearts, holing unto their guilt, thinking htey feel too far.  So don’t be afraid to show them your beautiful scares.  They’re the proof, you’re are the proof.”

Nov.14th

 Devotions from Judy’s  heart

Last night Lily was at her soccer practice and her really good friend fell down as she was tripped. She landed on her wrist and broke her arm. It was fortunate that we were babysitting Paige and Grant so Brenda could go to the practice and was available to accompany Maddie to the hospital, since her mommy wasn’t there. On the way to the hospital Maddie said to Brenda, “I wonder who accidentally tripped me and I feel so badly for her.”   Later asked her daddy to pray for her. What a response!  She could have been angry at the one who tripped her and tried to get even etc but instead she showed what was in her heart.

( “By their fruits you will recognize them.” Matt: 7:16). Things happen to us and we don’t need to look at whom to blame but call on the Lord for His help in each situation.  May we rest in Him, knowing that He is ALWAYS there for us.  Let us follow David’s example in such times as he calls out to the Lord in Ps. 141 “O Lord, I call to you; come quickly to me. Hear my voice when I call to you. …My eyes are fixed on you…in you I take refuge.”

Nov. 13th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Al and I got up today at 2:30 am. to begin our trip south. As usual we spent the first two or three hours talking and sharing our thoughts on many issues and seeking discernment on decisions we will be making.. It is important to me to know what he is thinking and I come away knowing more of his heart. Even more so, I desire to know God’s heart and thoughts.  As we were traveling, I meditated on Ps. 139 and verse 17  & 18 stood out to me. “How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!  Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand.”  God’s thoughts are precious and are unlimited like the sand of the seashore.  He wants to share them with us so that His thoughts become ours.  He knows us so well, and may we seek to know Him in more and more intimacy.

November 12th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Last night Al and I watched part of the life story of a Carmelite nun and I was so touched by her devotion to the Lord. She suffered so much physically and yet she spent so much of her day in prayer and encouraging others. In many ways I felt like she was experiencing heaven, even before she died. Today I read in Sarah Young’s book, “ I created you with the capacity to experience foretastes of heaven. When you shut out the world and focus on My Presence, you can enjoy sitting with Me in heavenly realms”.  I think it is so easy to let the world influence us and pull us down. As we give in to worries and stresses, we miss the awareness of His presence and that He is in control.  I agree with Sarah as she said, “Your greatest strength is your desire to spend time communing with Me.”  Let us not get so caught up with worldly pursuits that we miss the most important. In I John 2 it says that when we love the world’s ways or goods, it squeezes out love for the Father. “ The world and all its wanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out-but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity. “ ( Message translation)

Nov. 10th

 

Devotions from Judy’s heart

God has given us a beautiful blueprint in His word for living our lives. As we follow His way we can walk in freedom and hope. But in our world today, God’s word is not only neglected but disputed that God actually means what He says.  Lately I have meditated on Ps. 119 and was reminded (verse 89), “Your Word, O Lord is eternal:  it stands firm in the heavens.” The unfolding of His Word gives, light ( verse 130).  When the Word gets into us it releases God’s power to change us.  Over and over again the Psalmist says he loves the word and that it shapes his life and directs his steps. ( Verse 133). It is to be our nourishment and strength and from it we receive knowledge and good judgment. But we are also warned not to add or take away from it and to hate every wrong path.  Do we neglect the Word or become so busy serving Him that we don’t take time for it.  May we open ourselves to receive the wonderful things He has waiting for us to discover in His Word.

Nov 9th

Devotions from Judy’s heart

Our posture as Christians should be as humble and dependant children of a loving, yet powerful, Father.  Why do we lose our peace by thinking we have to be in control and figure out the future?  Planning is good to a point, but we can make excessive plans to attempt to be in control of what will happen. Right now we are packing and making plans for our trip south that we will begin on Monday. But we can only plan so much as we can’t predict the weather or what will happen along the way. Last year when we went to South Carolina, I got pneumonia as we started our trip home, and we had to skip seeing friends along the way. That wasn’t in our plans at all! I read from Sarah Young’s book today, “I did not design the human mind to figure out the future. That is beyond your capability. I crafted your mind for continual communication with Me.  Bring Me all your needs, your hopes and fears. Commit everything into My care. Turn from the path of planning to the path of Peace.”  As the Message translation says in I Peter 5:7, “Live carefree before God, He is most careful with you.”

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